Jessica Robertson's Blog – February 2010 Archive (5)

I had a nightmare a couple of nights ago and in it I stood face to face

with the demon that has been tormenting me for many years. I could

describe him to you but I don't want to detract from the point of this

blog.



As I stood facing my biggest fear, he said this to me:



"You must become me to fight me!"



I said, "Not anymore."



At that point, I was overcome with his emotions, his rage, disgust and

seething hatred for me. It was… Continue

Changes are occurring. At a rapid rate. My vision is becoming clearer. I am stepping outside myself and seeing myself for the first time.



He created the tree in the Garden, not to tempt, but to offer them a choice whether or not to follow Him. To give them the yin and the yang to know joy and sorrow. If you've known sorrow before, you will know it when it knocks a second time and you will have the option to leave the door shut. This allows you…

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"Peace that surpasses all human understanding..."



I felt it when I was a lost 15 year old kid being tormented nightly by the demon that would follow me to this day when 2 angels came to my side to comfort me and bring me out of suicidal depression in an instant. I have also felt it during this trial of my life that's been going on for the last 6 months.



I'd end up writing a book here if I tried to lay out the basics of my life experience. The desire to kill.....was my…

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This blog does not contain visions of Jesus. At the time it was written, I was as far from God as I ever want to know that I was. Even though, I was given a glimpse into my future.



I wrote this in July about 2 weeks before "the storm" hit. It is freaky how prophetic it is.

This is before I had experienced ANYTHING of the demonic. I

wrote it right after the dream I had where I was flying and saw faces

of what I understood to be my forefathers in white sand on… Continue

I hear a heartbeat in the sky

A whisper in the rain

I turn and see no one

But I feel You near



Where have I been for so long… Continue