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How do I answer this?
Started this discussion. Last reply by Mysty Nov 30, 2013. 27 Replies 0 Likes
Ok,the JWs say the Holy Spirit isn't a person because He doesn't have a name.They say the Father=Jehovah,the Son=Jesus [or sadly they say He is Michael] but they say since the Holy Spirit doesn't…Continue
Does He use our pain for His glory?
Started this discussion. Last reply by David Moxon Nov 30, 2014. 15 Replies 0 Likes
Here I sit tempted to feel sorry for myself. I'm still young but do not feel my age. I ache all of the time. Right now what hurts is my back but especially my legs. The only thing I can think of to…Continue
question on John the Baptist
Started this discussion. Last reply by Zachary James Gott May 14, 2015. 12 Replies 0 Likes
Matthew 11:11King James Bible Verily I say unto you, Among them that are born of women there hath not risen a greater than John the Baptist:…Continue
Why do people love death?
Started this discussion. Last reply by ribbon Oct 19, 2013. 9 Replies 0 Likes
I keep remembering about that poor deer. I knew she wasn’t going to make it because I seen how she was walking. The Lord was merciful to dad and me from sparing us from harm and even death. And He…Continue
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I don't know what God has planned for me. But, I want to be used for His praise and glory. And, to one day hear "Good job fair and faithful servant." I look forward to being with Jesus someday.
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- 8th grade was the worst. In my 1st homeroom, a girl I knew since we were both little tried to take my picture-big mistake. A boy taunted me saying "I don't want my picture taken because it will steal my soul!" I hid behind the school book on indians. I heard someone ask "Is she still hiding behind that book?" In math class ( different day) a girl teased me saying my name. I sighed heavily-she laughed so hard she almost fell out of her seat! I thought the kid behind me was making duck noises. The girl in front was mean. I was trapped. A girl, a boy and me had to be called out of class-another episode of the class embarrasment! The girl who teased me, Mrs.__ wanted her to be my partner in a math game it didn't work too well.
It was a cold day in Nov. of 06.; in my 2nd homeroom (had to because my friend who was needed someone she knew in her homeroom). Please pray she gets saved by Jesus. It was the group I was in turn for computers. I didn't like the blasphamous cartoon of Jesus (despite not yet being saved by Him) on the screen saver. I changed it. A boy came over and said "You're so dead, I'm going to stab you with this pencil, just wait until I get you out on the street alone!" Please pray Jesus saves him. I went into a very deep depression after that. To top that when certain songs came on it turned my sucidal thoughts even worse! It wasn't only feelings of wanting to die, but feelings of intrapment and dread. I wanted to hear it so I could get more depressed. I was very messed up in thinking. Thinking that wouldn't be appropriate to even put on this forum!
Around the same time I was on SOVA, an online group to try and get the old Pokemon voice actors back. I talked to people about my problem of bullying. I talked to especially this one girl. Anyway, I wanted SOVA to win more than anything. So, I looked up ways. I found a couple-spells and prayer. Yes, sadly, I tried a cheap spell. She, a girl on SOVA, talked to me about God. I didn't care much about religion but I went along with it. I didn't believe Jesus was God so I said "God and Jesus". I thought it was a horrible belief. I still talked to my false Jesus though. I found a prayer online of salvation. I trusted it and not Jesus.
I was too scared of killing myself. I didn't want to be punished and go to hell (I didn't really even think about going to hell because I didn't have Jesus-that kind of thinking was before Jesus really even came to my mind, I just thought I would go for killing myself). So, I figured I'd call on the evil lady in the mirror, Bloody Mary. I figured if she killed me than I wouldn't be accountable (I didn't realize without Jesus I truly wouldn't get to heaven). I was mixed up. I trusted Jesus but I don't think my brain could comprehend salvation yet, heaven and hell. One time I remember though looking at a pill bottle on the table. Thoughts of swallowing those pills entered into my mind. A problem I had was I didn't want to tell anyone I knew face to face. I kept how I felt locked up in my heart for the most part (may have mentioned something a tiny bit). Good thing though, I went to a counsler and the bullying decreased dramatically.In 11th grade I ate some salad as a side food at school. I found out something was wrong with the lettuce later that day. I cried out to God. "Please don't let me die!" atleast a few times. I realized I needed salvation soon. I don't know if it was that day but I heard the song on my Christian bluegrass CD "Only Trust Him". I went into a room. I heard someone tell me to wait to get saved. I heard Someone else, who had to have been ether Jesus or the Holy Spirit (it may have been the Father, I don't know) tell me not to harden my heart to the Holy Ghost. If I did I'd ether harden my heart to the point of ether never recieving salvation or it'd be very difficult to get to that point again. Jesus saved my soul from hell after that. May 29th,Sat., 2010
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I may be leaving
Posted on November 14, 2013 at 11:24am 3 Comments 0 Likes
I'm thinking of leaving AAG. That way I can free this site of a burden,me.
I thank everyone for what you've done but it may be time I move on.
I feel trapped. I'm broken and shattered
Posted on November 11, 2013 at 5:36pm 3 Comments 0 Likes
I really hope this blog doesn't cause anyone to be sad.
I feel trapped,like I am ready to cry. I have been trapped for 18 years,ever since I was 3 years old. I didn't heal because once one pain was over with another problem would soon arrive.
I'm still that broken child,I never got to heal.
I've never healed of my past hurts,they only just got compacted together. I thought I was healing but I realize I'm still broken.
So much…
ContinueI finally understand
Posted on November 10, 2013 at 11:18pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
I finally understand why I have felt like a child trapped in pain that never truly grew up. So much has happened. I have missed my first home so much. We moved when I was 2. That is when life was good. Even though I only have a few memories I miss it. Well except when the neighbor yelled at us,the lady in the big yellow dress.
Things went wrong starting at 3. I have kept so much from people because I haven't been able to express my pain or fear properly too well verbally. I…
ContinueI feel so empty
Posted on November 8, 2013 at 6:03pm 6 Comments 0 Likes
I feel so empty and void inside.
I'm kind of afraid to say anything because I don't want to make anyone sad by reading my depressing blog.
I just want to see Jesus. I want to be held by Him and to feel no more pain. I'm looking forward to that day. Life has been filled with so much sorrow and pain.
Ever since I was very little I've been peoples' escape goat to scream at,pick on and a number of other things.
It's like I was born…
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Hey Feet, I was just looking at my friends list and saw your name. I hope you are doing good and are happy. I remember you had so many struggles but at the same time loved the Lord so much. I miss your post.... I hope someday you decide to return here. Love Janie...
I sure do miss seeing you around and your posting. I hope you are doing good.
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Hey darling.I'm gonna tell you what people tell me all the time.Don't be critical or hard on yourself.You are a very loved person on this site.What is it they say?-We have to love ourselves before someone else can love us-or something like that.Thinking of you and smiling because I like/love you.Prayers are going up for you daily.-sending great big hugs your way-reach up and catch them-okay?-love Pammie♥
He is able to keep You safe.
Have a beautiful blessed week my sisXO
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