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Thank you all for the times you've been willing to pray for me and my various requests. You're a wonderful family.

 

I have a confession to make though in that I am truly not coping at the moment. I hate my human desires and am struggling to fight them, though I guess we've all been there done that. I'm increasingly lonely and just thoroughly frustrated and depressed.

 

Food is another issue. On and off lately I've been having bouts where I don't eat much again and my body is suffering because of it; I know it's hungry but I have no appetite, looking at food makes me nauseous and for some reason I'm ridiculously paranoid about food. Paranoid about what? I have no idea in the slightest. I'm trying to make it easier for my parents (with regards to what I eat) because they have to endure so much from me... I am improving, when I eat, but at the moment I don't seem to do much of that. I really, really want to overcome this and get on with life and help myself with the strength Christ provides.

 

I could really, please, use some prayer support. I just don't want to live, I want to escape this body and get away from it. I won't act on that but my mind is on the go all the time and it's driving me up the wall. I'm struggling to sleep and really, really just wish Jesus would return so it could all stop.

 

I know he's greater, I'm clinging onto him as best as I can. I'm just exhausted. I've fallen back into the old habits of negative thought, tearing my hair out and wanting to scream and lash out. I want nothing more than to please God and to praise and worship him as he so deserves yet every day I seem to fall and fail. He's done so much for me and I'm struggling just to stop myself crying and keep myself focused and to get out of bed in the morning.

 

I hate this feeling of self-pity and want it to go. Change takes time and I'm being impatient. I don't like this. Please pray for me, I don't know for what, I just don't know what I'm doing. I trust God, I know he will deliver me, I just need help to endure in the meantime.

 

Thank you.

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FATHER, I PRAY FOR THE RELEASE OF OF ALL THESE EMOTIONS RACAEL IS GOING THROUG! CLEAR
HER MIND , RELEASE HER LONELINESS, GIVE HER SLEEP, CORRECT HER EATING HABITS, CALM
HER NERVOUS SYSTEM , RELEASE HER NEGATIVE FEELING , BRING PEACE UPON HER PARENTS
BRING YOUR HEALING LOVE INTO EVERY CORNER OF HER HEART.

I'm praying for you.

He's carrying you right now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YTRD9xPXEo

Like the footprints poem says http://www.footprints-inthe-sand.com/index.php?page=Poem/Poem.php

 

Isiah 40:31

 

"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."

 

Matt. 11:28

 

"28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."

Psalm 46:1

"46 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."

Isiaiah 49:16

"16 Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me."

Jeremiah 31:25

"25 For I have satiated the weary soul, and I have replenished every sorrowful soul."

 

Psalm 34:18

 

"18 The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."

Isiah 40:29

"29 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength."

Psalm 62:5

 

"5 My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him."

1 Peter 5:7

 

"7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."

Rev. 21:4

"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away."

 

Biblegateway

Amen to all prayers said for Rachel. Feet's Bible verses should also bring comfort and encouragement. 

Dear Rachel, know that God is not the author of those negative emotions and fear. It is, therefore, important for you to use Scripture to fight the devil. Engage the name of Jesus....the devil doesn't like that. Remember whose you are...you must believe that our Triune God is bigger that the devil. Don't give that deceiving devil anymore access to your emotions. Put on the Whole Armour of God! [Read Ephesians 6]. It's time to die to self and let all you do be to the honour and glory of Almighty God.

"Father, please plant a hedge of protection around Rachel. Help her to remember that You are omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and immutable. Remind her that Christ Jesus already paid the price in full for all that she is experiencing right now. She doesn't have to feel that burden any longer. Remind her that You created her to fulfill Your plan and purpose, not hers! Please help her to re-commit her life to Christ Jesus, 100%. Rachel is made whole, because Christ Jesus is whole! Believe you this, Sis Rachel?

Praying in the name of Yeshua. Amen."

 

Dear Sister Rachel,

Again....a long-range trans Atlantic Christian cyber hug atcha.

From the words and thoughts in your post, seems to me you're still full of fight.......even though there's some of that evil element trying to drag you down with their side......and that's where they are - down.

You are not down, because I can tell by what you say....and how you say it.

 

So, maybe we can help put some wings on your prayers.

Sometimes we have to initiate some action to show and give the Lord some evidence to work with.......ie: an unemployed person praying to God to supply him with a job......and then to spend each day, all day, watching soap operas on the tely (sp?) instead of preparing a resume, getting out and pounding the pavement, doing his part in looking.......this is not holding up his part.

 

Please check out Exodus Chapter 14. Let me paraphrase up to verse 14. The Israelites were at the shore of the Red Sea.....there were mountains on either side of them.....and here comes Pharaoh with his cavalry charging down on them.....they had nowhere to go.....and they were freaking out. Moses was trying to calm them down, telling them that God will take care of them......they will be alright...."just be cool".

Then God speaks up in verse 15, " Then the Lord said to Moses, "Why are you crying out to Me? Tell the sons of Israel to go forward. (16) "And as for you, lift up your staff and stretch out your hand over the sea and divide it, and the sons of Israel shall go through the midst of the sea on dry land."

 

So, God was telling Moses that He was not going to do anything until Moses started the event.

Rachel, it's like walking up to an automatic opening door. The door does not open until a person activates the hidden switch to start it. You could stand just beyond the switch, which activates the door opening till the cows come home..............and nothing's going to happen.

How about activating things with some more of your writing? You have a real God-given talent in writing.

 

Our Father in heaven, holy, holy , holy is Your name. We ask that You show our sister Rachel how to overcome her pain and problems as she shows You her talents. No, Father, she has no staff.....but she has a desire to show the world what all she is capable of doing. She wants to bring glory and honor to her heavenly Father. Please help her to move at the door of victory over her woes and foes.....through Jesus Christ. Amen. 

Amen Bro. Brock! Well said in truth and enlightenment! I pray that this wisdom which flowed through you will  galvanize Rachel to the Light of our Triune God. I pray that she will rediscover what His plan and purpose are for her.

Dear Rachel, Father has sent you messages through His "messengers". The next move is yours! What will it be?

Father God, we ask for our sister Rachel, and ask for a lifting of all this. We ask for a time to change and be patient. We ask for a path and plan for her life, in Jesus name, amen.

AMEN RICHARD, GOD's VESSEL, WELL SAID DEAR BROTHER, WELL SAID,

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