Please pray...

It's so hard to think clearly right now...

I'm tired of being afraid of  the JW's. I put up a cross on the kitchen door. Something popped into my head...about how something would be said (for that's the door the JW's come to). Here's the cross,

I'm sick and tired of this fear. I don't want to take down this cross...

I'm afraid. His coming is so near...they (family,JW's) need Him. Yet, if much is said of anything (unless it agrees with their doctrine) it's liable to make this situation worse. It's like mom and this family is held hostage spiritually....now it's like I'm held hostage spiritually/mentally.

I wanted to help out with spreading the gospel...Lord please take Your needed credit...I'm now just so confused. I'm really not sure what He wants me to do now...

I'm not strong Biblically. My mind can still easily be molded by lies...trying to talk to the JW's about about doctrine...they have very strong and deceptive words. Not to mention they can play with a person's emotions (which really would be bad for me right now).

Can you guys please pray? For their salvations and that He takes over and makes a way possible...

I'm easy pray for the JW's and their deception...All I can ask for is prayer...and to please pray for this situation is getting unbearable.