Rosysharon ekpo's Comments

Dear Rose;

I hope you are well. I am so worried about you. It's been almost 5 months since I heard from you. Please write and let me know what is going on up there. Are you still in school? Did you get married? Are you ill? What has changed? I could sure use a little enlightening.

God's constant Blessing to you my dear'

Susanne

Hello Rosy Dear; Has school started again? In which case  than I know why you haven't written! I hope you are well. But I wish you would write I miss your letters and I am always wondering what you are doing, and what goes on in your classes. OH how I miss you! Have you replaced me with someone else?

My husband had another bone marrow test. We go up to OHSU to find out the results tomorrow. Then the Doctor will tell us if he has to continue Chemo or something else. He dosen't feel well at all. He is nauseated all the time, has frequent headaches, has troubling sleeping and is weak and in pain. But actually his last CBC looked pretty good. Tomorrow will tell. Me? I'm tired all the time and my back hurts , my breathing is getting worse. But I did have an echocardiogram and it was good. I'm still having trouble keeping my blood sugars down. It's beginning to scare me a little. My Dr. keeps trying new things, and I am dedicated to correcting this but nothing seems to work. God has been given all of my aches and pains and my husbands so I'm trying hard to let God take control..

I hope you are ok. I will write soon again. Please write and tell me what is going on.

I Love you Rosy, Have a blessed week.

Susanne (your mummy in America)          

My Dearest Rosy; How have you been my dear? I miss you when you don't write!. Although I do know how busy you must be with school! Do you get to take a break during the summer?, or do you just keep taking more classes? Are exams coming up? My husband has been diagnosed with acute mylodysplagia, and they are treating it very aggressively. He will have a transplant probably during the next year. I had him at OHSU yesterday for his fourth bone   marrow biopsy, and this time they took some bone too. He and I are both tired from the trip-s to Portland. Its 250 miles round trip from our house. His brother Andy died from this same thing 5 years ago. They had trouble finding a donor for him. Even his own twin brother didn't match. They finally found someone in the Eastern part of the United States, but his body rejected it after two weeks and he died about three weeks later. If left untreated at this point he would only have about 3-4 months to live. So keep him in your prayers Rose. I just wanted to touch bases with you, and you do the same. I always love to hear about what is going on in your life. Please write soon

I love you very much, and know that you are in my daily prayers, can't wait to hear from you!

Susanne

Hello Rose;

It's been a while since I hear from you. I know your studies keep you very busy, but you need to let people know you're still with us. Are you ok? My mother instincts make me worry about you when I don't hear anything.

Is it cold where you are? The Ukraine is a big place, what city are you in? My ex-husband's fathers generation came from the Ukraine. The were of German decent and the Russians had offered them land if they would move there from Germany. They were trying to learn the Germans way of farming, because in Germany they had thousand of acres in farmland, and were very succesful in growing crops and livestock. I always thought that was an interesting fact.

I sincerely hope you are till seeking Gods guidance. He will see you through anything, all you have to do is ask Him. I am keeping you close to my heart, and praying for your continued success. Have you taken those exams yet? How did they turn out?

I am your sister in Christ Jesus

Susanne

Hello Rose;

I keep thinking about our conversation yestereday. I just so admire the things you want to do with your life. I know with Gods help you will acheive all you set out to acomplish. I wish I had done so many things different when I was your age. I had a scholastic scholorship to a wonderful Universaty and gave it up to marry. Ultimetly that marriage ended badly, but I do have my precious children, so it wan't bad from that aspect.

I'm anxious to talk with you some more. What day is it there?

My the Holy Spirit guide you through this day.

Susanne.