Lord, what can be done...

Jesus what can be done? I've seen so much pain. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0njTvTpOBSA

Homeless people,people who were victims of bullying (not only I but I've witnessed it when I was in school especially Junior High).

The abused. Children and there was a poor girl at school who, I don't know if it was her boyfriend but this boy was abusive. Another woman has trouble with drugs and an abusive boyfriend.

I know some who has had atleast one or two abortions. I've known alot of people who have chosen the homosexual life style. A couple of them are friends who I haven't seen in a long time.

I've seen the disabled. Some mentally,some physically. People in wheelchairs. People who were mentally slow but not slow in love.

My grandma I think had alzteimers before she died. My grandpa had a stroke a few years back. I've known those with diabities (sp) like my grandma was. I've seen sickness.

I've seen sinners. I didn't know that drunken man was going to die within a week...

Please, I want to help...I'm helpless at what I see. Thy will be done...

I'm not perfect. I was born a micro preemie at a tad bit over 25 weeks. I have a communication disorder (whether it's autism or something else I don't know),I may also have OCD. I've been bullied to the point of wanting to comit suicide. I seen a video of when I was 9. My speech was absoluty horrible(I took speech therapy in elementary).  I progress slower than others. Physically,emotionally and mentally.

I've been broken. That is certain. But, Lord you've healed so much. You've blessed me so much. Now please help me to be a blessing to others.

Lord I don't want to cast judgement upon them. I want to show them true love,Your love.

Lord let there only be one burden be cast upon my shoulders. And that is the burden of love.

Help clean my heart of any unforgiveness. Help me to show love even to the most hateful person that crosses my path. Please don't let the burden of unforgiveness ever rest in my heart. May I not even hate my enemies.

I need to trust You more.

Whatever it takes out of me,give me strength to do it.

I need to have such a burden of love given to me by You that I have a hard time not crying for the lost. It'd be so strong that I'd have to fight the tears.

Please make me broken again. In a broken state I'd be able to relate to those who need shown Your love better.

Please I want to be more like Pastor Wurmbrand,his wife Sabina and those who are persecuted. They have (or" had" such as Pastor. W. and his wife) such a deep heartfelt desire to help the lost,including their enemies. I want to be like that.

Take away any vain desires. And any desire I have please turn it into a way I can bring joy into other peoples' lives and for You to get the glory/praise. Let nothing be for myself.

May the Holy Spirit pour out of me so much...may it be so much that my only desire is You,the gospel and to care for others.

Let the desire of others (as long as it's not to the point of sinning against You) be my desire.

Help me to become a servant to You and others.

May they know You're there just by...may the Holy Spirit have them know You're there just by a hug. That's how strong Your presence would be...please Lord.

I don't want to live this life for myself. I need to live it for Your sake and to help others. May every breath that comes out of my body and of every time my heart takes another beat be used for Your praise and glory and for another potential moment to show Your love. Please,I don't want to ever take life for granted. And forgive me when I have and do.

Lord give me strength to do Your will...