I'm in a daze. There's some preacher shows mom likes. I don't know if I'm allowed to put the names. Problem is they're false...I don't know how to tell mom...especially with the one she's watching now. :( She may get suspecious especially since I've watched the one with her kind of often(I just…

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Added by feet breath on August 6, 2012 at 10:02pm — 2 Comments

I'm a failure,I'm a distraction...

I'm sorry everyone. I'm a failure. I'm a stumbling block to the Body of Christ.

If I say something to my mom I'm really putting this family,including her, at such a big risk.

Wounds open. How can I excpect to heal from a wound when it's just going to open up again? I try to heal but than it just gets torn open again. What's the point in even trying to heal anymore? What's the point of healing when the pain will just come back again?

I'm a…

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Added by feet breath on June 20, 2012 at 11:49am — 19 Comments

I have fear for them...

Is it possible to be mentally/spiritually comotose?

I learned about it in 12th grade nursing (I had to look it up again to make sure I got the exact word though since I haven't been in Nursing for a little over a year). Comotose, a person sits there and just stares. They don't do much because they're in shock. They're not physically in a coma like from a wreck, yet in their mind they're sort of like in a coma. They're physically awake but the shock is too great for…

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Added by feet breath on June 15, 2012 at 9:56pm — No Comments

restroom anxiety-great news! And the JW.

Ok, you know my restroom anxiety I've been complaining about? Well, after being prayed for last night on prayernet and today talking to some people in messageing things are different. Why you ask? Well, because I've given the problem to Jesus. He will take care of it. After all, He's the Creator. He created the human body which includes the urinary system, kidnies, bladder and whatever. If I can't trust the One who created those things for me, than who can I trust? :o) Praise…

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Added by feet breath on May 23, 2012 at 8:20am — No Comments

testing faith?

Alot has happened from last night to now. I thought I was going to get sued/prison 5 years because of something that came up. It was a virus! Thanks Char for telling me about the rebooting or whatever.

I'm sorry everyone who tried to help. I thought no one understood...you guys were right it was a virus(s?) I'm the one who didn't understand. It was my anxiety yet again...

:sighs: I thought the Holy Spirit was telling me something, now I'm just not sure...it…

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Added by feet breath on May 18, 2012 at 7:40pm — 6 Comments

I'm numb right now...

Ok, I read a comment from LT. He's right. Only God can save them...it's up to Him.

There's so much going through my mind right now. I feel like I could cry. I'm scared.

I don't have any other Christians to talk to about this outside of the internet. If I was still in school than...despite knowing the obvious persecution...I could have talked to atleast one of them.

So, much is going through my mind...

"It's not fair,why can't I…

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Added by feet breath on May 15, 2012 at 3:40pm — 13 Comments

I want to move on

Ok, I'm tired of so much...I don't want to think about dead cats, chat rooms, fear of restrooms...I want to move on.

There's so much in life that surrounds a person.

Satan puts so much fear into a person and negativity

"You may go blind"

"You're useless"

"Why were you ever even born"

"I wish you were dead"

"You're never going to see properly again"

"You're too…

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Added by feet breath on May 14, 2012 at 6:12pm — 3 Comments

The Darkest Hour: The breaking of Dawn

I rise before dawn and cry for help; I have put my hope in your word. Psalms 119: 147

Light is sweet, and it pleases the eyes to see the sun.Ecclesiastes 11:7

It is perceived that the darkest hour is before dawn, midnight or bringing it up close and personal, during your troubles. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.…

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Added by Tigner on January 3, 2012 at 6:30am — 1 Comment

Who Are You? Part 1

Identity Crisis or Identity in Christ

Many people suffer from an identity crisis. It's hard for many people, especially young people, to know who they are and what is their calling or purpose in life. If you were raised in an abusive situation, it's even harder.

One of the hardest things for some people is to make the adjustment from seeing God as Judge to seeing him as Father, Shepherd and loving Savior. Some…

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Added by ScribeD on August 12, 2011 at 1:30pm — No Comments

Principality of Fear, By Dr. Dorothy Hooks PsyD

This is a wonderful and very through teaching on the effects of fear on our lives, if we allow it. It comes to steal, kill and destroy what God is doing in, around and thru us. We must learn to understand this, and how to recognize it, and stand against it. Dr. Hooks is a Christain, and also has a PHD, in Christian Counseling, and specializes in Women who are Abused. Hope you find this teaching very helpful and liberating.…

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Added by Gayla on March 26, 2011 at 7:51am — No Comments

Are you a Failure?

So you believe that you’re a…

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Added by Tigner on December 19, 2010 at 10:30pm — No Comments

Fear God! Do You?

It amazes me, little ignorant, unimformed me, how Christians are the biggest critics of God’s word. When right there before their eyes the word says this or that, but in an instant they will argue with you to disprove what God’s word says. How can you disprove God’s word, when it is right there before your eyes.

I understand more now why God has me write things that I write. I thought I was adding to what they knew, because if I know anything at all, then surely, (I thought), they know… Continue

Added by Gregory on August 13, 2010 at 11:57am — No Comments

Want to run away and hide...HELP!!!

My husband found a great church for us to go to and it's only 30 min away from our house. The sermons are great, the worship music is most uplifting, and the day care is willing to work with our unruly son. Great right? One problem...my ex and his family go there. I have seen them but so far they haven't seen me. Church is supposed to be a time to leave your problems at the altar and I'm terrified to go up there because I don't want him to know I'm there. He knew me when I wasn't at my best and… Continue

Added by Annie on July 2, 2009 at 12:47am — 3 Comments

Another Sad & Beautiful Day To Grow & Learn

Ok, everybody. I didn't go to church this morning. I was kinda burnt out after going to the study the other nite and just needed a break from ritual. I don't want my going to church to become a habit, or worse yet, a rut. I want it to feel new and fresh, and I actually want to go because I feel the urge to be there with the Lord and all my brothers and sister, and not because I am expected to be there.

I was glad when Todd finally made it home yesterday. It was awful without him and… Continue

Added by Susan Mathews on April 26, 2009 at 6:58pm — No Comments