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- Convert my religion from sikhism to christanity because there are lots of restrictions in my religion if you say something bad about religion they beat the hell out of you but the main thing i havent read my religious book ever my religion is good not bad but i dont know what i want to say all i want to say that i came here in usa 5 years before and i have read some articles about bible and watch jesus christ movies in that movie jesus put the hand on some women forehead and she starts crying and jesus tell her not to sin again and many more things not things karma in bible and you can ask anything you want to ask without any shame or fear of judgement and one more thing when i was in chicago i had a muslim girlfriend and she ask me to convert to muslim i was ready for that but only thing that make my mind fearfull was they are also very strict and many restrictions and cant be very open and if you make a joke or fun etc about there religion they will do the same as my religion do that is they will beat the hell out of you i dont disrespect any religion all i want is peace of mind and i can ask any question i want to ask and one more reason to be christan that is my idol who is a punjabi rapper born in karachi pakistan in a muslim family and came to usa california and converted to christanity this is stupid but just another reason and last thing i want to say plz make me understand whole bibble in simple english plz help me study your whole religion because all i know is jesus christ movie plz help me because i am suffering from depression, ptsd, schozophernia, substance abuse and stomach problems and i dont have any talent or u can say i consider my self a big zero and i feel hopelessness and feel sucidal all the times and ashamed of my past ,worthless because i think my mentallity is bad i have bad brain sinner brain bad thoughts and i feel i am the worst and i hate my self and i dont have knowledge about anything not sports, news , politics like i have only done ged in india and i cant understand difficult english all i know is basic english and all i want to do is learn whole complete english one day and to have knowledge about atleast one religion and i have choosen christanity with my open mind and i want to be a great man alive who loves everyone and free from depression , guilts and physically fit so plz help me become a good christan hope you will help me and one more thing that i was also deciding to go back to india and become sadhu or yogi become hindu start living in ashram but the same thing there religion have too many restrictions and you have to be very reservd etc etc i have seen many christans who have converted to hinduism, sikhism just to get peace of mind but i can make you sure we dont have it over there because only rich people have fun and poor dont care what they are and i give you one example one time i visit to a hindu temple vashno devi in katra jammu and when we went to the temple there was big line and people were waiting from 5 6 hourd but we have vip passes and we ony waitec for 5 mins and for rich people there are helicopters , horses etc to travel temples way and poor have to go by foot its not only hinduism i can tell you about my religion sikhism some one have meat in temple one day when they see them eating meat they beat them with some tools and punish them and if somebody say something bad about our gurus you know what we do we bruttaly beat and forcefully make them feel sorry and many more things and i tell you i studied in jain school in india where they follow buddhism and i tell you no meditation helpls me at all its all the game of rich people they have art of living there by shri shri but only rich goes there and they tell you to meditate and they tell your stress will be relieved but nothing postive happened i dont know whether i find mistakes in every religion or many things i dont know that is because i am negative but i will study your religion and follow it so plz help me i am not religious at all and there will be some drama also when i will tell to my mom that i gona be christan she will tell me about the sacrifies of our gurus and many more things to make me change my mind but i have maken my mind and i am positive and i will not only follow this religion but also continue my counselling and my medication so help me acheive my goals that are to learn proper english and to know everything about christanity i have read it that if you follow jesus your all sins will be forgiven because jesus give his life on cross for our sins that thing attracted me alot jesus tells that you dont have to live in shame or any thing bad because i am there for you by paying the cost one more thing sir i have to be honest with you that today i smoked meth and i am high but i have taken one decission to get mental help and help with addiction and to do some work like job i dont have any skills but i use to drive taxi in chicago and i loved it and i make 35000 dollars in one year and i was happy doing that i promise you i will change my self by not doing drugs again and by doing some job and also i will try to be positive and good man and by setting some life goals also which i have never think off one more thing sir i always read posts on my facebook by ron smitth he write like pray to god he is able and many more things and there is one black girl who always share her religious events and i feel positive because i love the way they dance over there and they have answers for every question and they dont judge you like in india i do drugs they put me in to rehab for and inside the rehab they beat you like animals they give you bad food they didnt let you talk with each other because they think that if they talk to each other they will plan some thing like to escape from rehab and they give you there own medications they have no counsellor over there where there is place for 40 people in rehab they put 90 to 100 people they give punishments all i want to say that is hell and i was suffering from depression and ptsd when i went to rehab and there was no treatment for me i spend 3 months there and i was done everything there is bad i am not complaining these are facts we dont have any laws no traffic laws we give 100 rs to traffic police officer for voilation of red light, overspeedind, helmet and many more i can tell you one more thing we use to have business in india we use to manufacture garments you know what happened there one night one employee of our factory killed other one by cutting his throat at night when he was high after drunk and took all money from there and at noon he got arrested and they send him to jail and after 1 year he is out by getting clean chit just by paying some money to police judge etc i am not lying his name was nitin just because the guy who got killed was poor and they cant afford lawyer they gave them goverment attorney and they do nothing and at end his parents stop coming to court dates and nitin got out i have 100 of examples but the truth is that when i was in india i also violate law at every foot and i dont care whether hr died and his suspect comes out from jail what i know was if something happened to me like if i have trouble with law my father will pay some money and get me out so all i want to say there is no care for life if you dont have money they are not going to treat you in hospitals if you dont pay the bill they will not let you go there no health insurances but you have a ngo there and it is funny that they help people under the age of 13 by calling donors who are in contact with them by whatsapp and how they help is they can pay as low as 10 rs to anywhere and by this ngo named we donot accept money or things they are helping poor people and what is my opinion on that the people who come there to help poor people by paying money is because they feel inside that they have doone some good karma and they feel blessed , joyfull but we dont have health insurance and what i tell you about therapist psycatrist and counsellors we have few of them in punjab where i live when i was bullied and that trauma lead me to depression one more thing that particular trauma that was happened when i was high on weed it was all verbal they make fun of me in a way that i cant even walk by myself and when everything was done and they were on there way to drop me home in they stop the car at one friends house and there i was having thaughts that somebody will come from behind having sword in his hands and he will kill me i was bullied whole my life and what happened was that i start making fun of other people but this particular traum in which i was high on weed and bullied fot 3 hours this trauma changed the way i was the guys who bullied me i was not able to face them they seems devils to me i stop going out locked my self in my room with no energy and thinking each and every moment about this inccident and after 2 to three months i went online and start surrfing about some things all i know about mental health was sad so i type sad and after few minutes going in detail i found depression after that surrfing days on this topic i found ptsd but its was written there that it effects to vetrans or who have suffred rape or have seen some murder etc by that i find things about bullying ptsd and there it goes everything there was same that i was going through likr flashbacks and after that i was depressed etc etc after whole 2 years i went to some mental health professional dr pammi and what he do put some wires on my head and like ecg and i told hime how i feel like told i dont talk to anyone social phobia , i have fear of people that they will make fun of me i feel sad everytime hopelessness and i told him everything i was feeling like and what he have done just give me some medicines that i have never take because i was self medicating myself with painkillers and there was no counsellor there i came to know about counsellor in usa where somebody listen to you and help you cope with your problems your thoughts your guilts without judgement and if you dont work dont worry you are covered by medicaid and if you work you have insurances and for me this medical things are the best you have because they treat you in emergency no matter what but they send you big ass medical bill but they treat you you have clinics with sliding scale payments where i only pay 10 dollars instead of 150 lot of programmes like i know american health system is not the best but all i know that you care there are social workers who help you with every trouble you know why i am happy about this medical system because i am suffering from stomach problems from 12 years over there i went to more then 30 gastroentrologists first doctor done my endoscopy at his own private office with no anesthesia and it was so painfull and he diagnose me with gastritis and second doctor took my colonscoply and biopsy and diagnose me with chrons and i had no idea about gastritis and chrons stands for and start giving me medicines and third i went to physician nakra he told me that by listning to your symptoms i think you have
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- I am diagnosed with depression , schizophernia and substance abuse and physically unfit like stomach problems dealing with some guilts right now feel sucidal everytime like no hope of that my problems will be solved or you can say my life will be on track that i will feel happy and all my thoughts will end plz help me to change my life i cant fight with my mind anymore i need help i need something positive in my life and i have make a decision today that no matter what i will change my self because all i see is negative all i think is negative all i listen is negative i dont trust any one i am selfish as i dont feel love attachment with any one i hate my self i feel worthless ashamed of myself sinner and bad mentallity i am not satisfied with my looks because i feel ugly , unfit etc i dont have any skills or talent i dont have knowledge about whats going on in this world my iq level is zero i dont read books or anything i just have done my ged and that sit i dont know proper english i am not able to talk to anyone and i got scared from people and i dont have any interest to talk to anyone all i can say i am good in nothing still i am alive with no future goals or nothing i dont enjoy anything i use to play pool billiards in india that was the only thing that i was good in or i enjoy but only after drugs so today i have make a decision that i have to get out no matter what do something by do something i mean that i will not ashamed of my past anymore i will try to forget about my bullying i know i cant forget it but start thinking positive or to get help from my counsellor by talking with her openly about everything without shame i am posetive about her shr is good i know she will show me some way and i will take my medicines regularly and i will start english as a second language programme asap and i will start reading bibble in basic english and try to find out my answers so i am ready for a new start so plz help me achieve me my goals because this is the first time i have set some goals and tell me how to convert to christan i am exited but i dont know where to go for prayers because i have seen that there are church for white people, black, mexicans etc you know that i have social phobia and i feel ugly about my skin colour and myself so it will be very hard but i will do it
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Dear little Brother, Here is a prayer for you to learn, We all must begin somewhere. Many Bibles are available in other Languages. Go to www.biblegateway.com and look there.
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The Lord's Prayer
"Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one. Amen.
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