I asked god into my life when I was 13 years old. That was 30 years ago. Since then I have had a child out of wed lock, married, divorced, married again. Lost my 16 year old son to suicide and walked away from God completely. I have asked God numerous times to forgive me, to take me back. Then I just walk away again... drinking, cursing, commiting adultry... you name it, i am / was doing it. I am done, I want God, I need God to take control of my life. but will he take me back? can he forgive me again.... PLEASE some one help me before it is too late.