In the wilderness

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Comment by Winson Gan on January 28, 2009 at 11:36pm

Today , I am free. Jesus sets me free. Truth is free.
No more hidden truth, the words of God speak again. I started to see numbers that come in a pair... 1444 three times that lead me to believe the presence of Holy Spirit, the power of his prophesies come true. And the 777 that happened on the 8th January; marks the beginning of spiritual battle, Jesus has won again.
I am filled with the Holy Spirit, so strong that my flesh bow down and tears trembled the evils that has been attacking me over 20 years.
Number 11 appeared several times, and pastor told me it is about Faith. Number 7 is commandment 7, and completion of God's creation...
The tests come to completion for lusts, now evil has another plan but he needs Jesus approval.
I am waging a long time war against evil ones. I lost 9 jobs. Now I kept the tenth ( 10 ) last month; a very trying month with me telling off my boss at big risk; and I myself throwing the towel and re-treat...
Words suppress my impulse and compulsive, bipolar behaviors of those 4 years.
So, I sing " Power of your love " ,
Halleluyah !

Comment by Winson Gan on August 10, 2008 at 2:57am

It has been marvelous how Jesus shows me his presence and test after test.
Thanked you for yr prayer. I am able to sing song of praise, unless those days, able to study His Words willingly.
Yet, this is not enough, as deeds and humbleness seems to be lacking still... Temptations are still there but I knew why now. His Words are mighty, my wife is growing too in Christ, though she expects much from God. She asked why God did not find me a stable job.
I know God gives me time to settle, to cool down as those wandering years of temptations are over. He lets me see the whole picture, providing me the ability of self control, evils are defeated step by step.
My dreams were so telling of my weakness and past sins, and the potential sins. Climbing up the hill without strong grips, flying without wings...
I shout to the Lord, I did not know how much He has done to die on the Cross for me, now I open my eyes to Him everyday.
Hallelujah.

Comment by Leonard T on June 20, 2008 at 12:56pm

You have not done anything so grevious that the blood Christ can not cleanse you. That is a lie of the enemy. If you know Christ as your Savior, God has not left you, you moved away from His path for you. The path is still there. The road is not easy, but the journey is worth taking. When we find ourselves feeling as if we are away from God we must examine ourselves, and you have. You must come to God in repentance (Agreeing with God that you have sinned against Him with the heart desire to turn from sin and trun to God). You must realize that you, nor I , can make this journey alone. We need the power and presence of God's Spirit working in us. We need the power of God's Word impacting our lives. We need time in prayer and we need each other.

The road back starts at His feet.
Repentance - 2 Cor. 7:8-11
Ask for forgiveness and He will forgive you - 1 Jn 1:9
Ask Him to fill you with His Spirit - Eph. 5:18
Seek His Word - Rom. 10:17
Seek Him in Prayer - Heb. 4:16
Yield to Him - 2 Cor. 5:15
Be involved with a group of believers - Heb. 10:25

Perfect love drives out fear. God's love is perfect. Come to Him without fear. Love Him and be embraced by Him. Romans 8:1-2 tells us the following, "RO 8:1 Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, 2 because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death."

Praying for you,
LT