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Ok, I hope...maybe atleast someone can relate to this.

 

Things seem to be going great. But, than life collapses.

 

When your faith is numb.

 

When you know there's loved ones in trouble and you can't even speak.

 

When life piles up so much. When you hear the Holy Spirit keep bringing up 2 Corinthians 12:9 but your spirit, heart, ears and mind have grown numb.

 

When the stress of life causes your body pain.

 

When you put up a wall around yourself because you can't bear life's burdens, yet it is just there to slowly hurt.

 

When fear, confusion...dread trys it's best to cause more harm.

 

When you feel like this:

 

Running through an old country side in the pouring down rain, trying to escape.

 

Coming across an abondened farm house, going in for shelter.

 

Going into a closet and shutting the door, wishing Jesus was physically there, getting to hear His precious voice, and to hear those sweet words "I love you child, I'm with you."

 

Crying on His shoulder, releasing the agonzing pain.

 

Can anyone relate to this?

 

 

 

edit: I know people will probably say I'm not. But, why do I seem so worthless to Jesus....I feel like I could cry. I can't even preach His gospel right.

 

I'm depressed, sick...there's too much stress....not to mention a really bad split nail and I may be suffering from an allergic reaction from hand soap (even little things are making me  depressed). I know the Holy Spirit keeps telling me that 2 Corinthians, I think it's verse 9. The problem? Fear is keeping me from faith.

 

I know there's other Christians they are really living for the Lord! I'm so sick of how I can't be a good witness for Him. It was ok until...

 

I don't want to be a bother but if I hold this in it's only going to hurt more...and holding it in before almost helped kill me a long time ago.

 

It's so frustrating. I want to help Jesus out. But, that organazation has me scared to even talk to its people because it seems like any move I make is dangerous. If you were around them for almost 4 years and witnessed/heard the things I've seen/heard you'd know what I mean...

 

 

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Comment by feet breath on April 29, 2012 at 9:41am

Thanks sister for that verse.

 

I like when the Holy Spirit reminds me of Romans 8:1, that is really helpful and Heb. 4:15.

 

Aw, thanks sister for bringing to mind Heb. 13:5-6, He is always with us!

 

Sister remained blessed in His love as well!

Comment by Lina on April 29, 2012 at 9:26am

Dear sister, I always feel I don't measure up to Lord's expectations but I know that He knows my weaknesses and His own time lead me to where He wants me.  He doesn't need us to be perfect, but He is happy to see the effort we make towards perfection. In this busy life, we have to hold onto our faith in the Lord because, I think it is the only sane option we have.

The Lord is with you always and He will lead you to people who really need your help.  Take things one day at a time, and the Lord will show you the way.

Read St Paul's letter to the church in Corinth and to all the christians throughout Greece.  2 Corinthians 1:3-7.

I think it is relevant to christians all over the world.  This scripture is one of the many I sometimes turn to in my confusion for comfort when I my spirit is low. I hope you find it comforting.

Remain blessed sister!

Comment by feet breath on April 29, 2012 at 9:00am

He's helping strengthen my faith little by little. Praise God!

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