Pray for me to be an useful tool for God

Every single move I planned in the last two to three years have been unsuccessful. i am praying to break this chain and be useful to God. There is some thing that is stopping me from getting paid & be useful to God. very simple thing are not happening in terms of the Trust I built to help poor children's education.

right now I am waiting for an interview result and some projects for translation. if I can get enough income to take care of my family I can use the rest of my resources and time for God & social work. pls pray for me