Please help me understand the bible more clearly.

I don't know why but i can't understand the bible properly. Its hard for me to understand it. I do know how to read english but the english there is very much different and its hard. Please God help me understand it. I do want to know everything about You God more clearly and definitely. I want to know You inch by inch and if i don't understand the bible properly, i am no a good children of You God. God please help me. I rely on You. You are my savior God. Love You so much. Amen..