I want to apolijize to everyone

I want to apolojize to everyone who has read my blogs. Forgive me for any self-pity you've seen on even just one of my blogs.

It's hard right now since I'm not only dealing with one flash back but a bunch of different ones. I realize though what's done is done. Thank you everyone who has put up with reading through things I've put on my blogs.

I guess with true healing there comes pain like a wound healing. Honestly, it does hurt. But, Jesus has found a way that I can help those whoose being bullied now. He really does turn evil around for good. For if I was never bullied,turned suicidal and attempted it [and I also did self harm in a few different ways] I wouldn't be able to sympasize with them. Jesus is turning this around for the better.

Please know I'm not suicidal now and I don't harm myself. I'm talking about when I was in 8th grade.

There's more than one part in life that needs healing. I still need to heal because I haven't unhardened yet for fear of the cats getting out and getting posioned.

Healing takes time. :sighs: But, Jesus will be there every step of the way.