wake up call.

Ok, so my big thing right now is working on what I call my "temple sins", but how many do I hav eto work on at a time??

My sister in law called and gave me a big slap in the face tonight. Her boyfriends mom died this weekend of sleep apnea. Of course she knows that I have severe sleep apnea and not only do I not use my cpap....I left it in florida.

I hate the machine. I hate it hate it hateit!!!!!!! I'm already close to quitting smoking...and losing weight....I don't wanna wear that stupid stupid annoying machine. I can't sleep with it on.

Is it a sin to not wear it? I have an alternative....but it's extreme. I can get the jaw surgery, which I had already made the decision to do. But until then...I really don't wanna wear that machine.