Christelle's Blog (5)

Dokata doggy paddled for brief spurts yesterday!!!! I know, I know..doesn't seem like alot..but for Dakota...it's a huge deal.



When Dakota was three...before my saved days....we went to a cookout for my community band. Because we had the children with us Jon and I opted for soda instead of beer. Dakota dropped her bracelet into the pool, we she leaned over to look she toppled in. Praise the Lord...Jon and I, perfectly sober made it from the florida room to the pool quicker than… Continue

Ok, so my big thing right now is working on what I call my "temple sins", but how many do I hav eto work on at a time??



My sister in law called and gave me a big slap in the face tonight. Her boyfriends mom died this weekend of sleep apnea. Of course she knows that I have severe sleep apnea and not only do I not use my cpap....I left it in florida.



I hate the machine. I hate it hate it hateit!!!!!!! I'm already close to quitting smoking...and losing weight....I don't wanna… Continue

I watched a news special about a preacher the other day. I can't remember his name now, but I guess he's pretty well known. He has decided to preach against hell.



What I found to be so sad was that he believed people were coming to his church because of a fear of hell and not a love of God. In fact he couldn't reconsile himself to love God as long as he believed in hell.



When I was growing up I was raised to believe that if I died with even one little white lie that I… Continue

I have lost seven punds...and I am proud of a meazly little seven punds...but what is amazing is that the more I diet, the better I feel about myself and the less I want to have a cigarette.

I just may be able to pull off quitting smoking and losing weight at the same time.

Wow....blogging...isn't that an original idea these days.



Actually I figured I could use my blog as a weight loss journal. In the past food and I have always struggled, from one extreme to the next. At 18 I was hospitalized for anorexia, now I am severly obese.



It occured to me after many years of being suicidal that after I got saved I was wrong in the idea that I was no longer suicidal. I am just not actively trying to kill myself anymore.



As far as my life… Continue