Hi Matthew i do understand the challenges you were going through it isn't an easy road to fight with the evil spirit and more if you don't understand where in first place, it all started. i had for so long the same thing though not mentally ill i understand your pain. As for me i tried 2 seek for help from all those people i knew, all i was told is to go 4 repentance n yet i didn't understand anything.
I did it my own way, i was fed up, i cried for Jesus to save me, i added extra effort on how i used to pray, i asked God for revelation to know when the devil want to attack me. i would pray sing praises n i beat him up. i knew my Jesus is alive so i had to call Him again and again without giving up.
i know there are people out there who can help you if you are ONLY willing, today you know the light you are not who you are before joining this site it is not a mistake but it is a chance Jesus has given you because of the love He loves you.
That challenge is a lesson and a way to strengthen your faith, today i preach Jesus Christ through HIS HOLY blood i am saved. It is hard and it demand a lot of sacrifice be a child of prayers, prayers always, everything you do no matter how little it may be always seek Jesus for help. This road is tough but it doesn't matter how many times you fail wake up, pray n ask Jesus to hold your hand and at last you will win.
"you are not sick any more" tell yourself this word because by the blood of Jesus you are healed. Take a wake up call fight for your soul hide yourself in Jesus n all ll be fine.
Don't fear sing this new song today" my God is alive by the blood of Jesus i am healed". all the best john
Hi Matthew thanx so much for your gift, may the Almighty God expand your horizons further and winder may He bless you n bless you indeed may He constantly cover you under His cloud of great love immeasurable peace n boundless harmony......
The Lord Maketh His face to shine upon you, and be gracious unto you,
The Lord lift up His countenance upon you , and give you PEACE. amen.
My Brother and friend, Matthew John,
Go to 1 John 4:4,5,and 6, " You are from God little children, and have OVERCOME them; because GREATER IS HE WHO IS IN YOU THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD.(5) They are from the world; therefore they speak as from the world, and the world listens to them. (6) We are from God; he who knows God listens to us; he who is not from God does not listen to us. By this we know the spirit of truth and the spirit of error.".
Two passages of God's Word to keep repeating to yourself, Matthew John = GREATER IS HE WHO IS IN ME THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD....................and
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.(Philippians 4:13).
These powerful quotes will carry you through many an attack from the evil one.