children, and discovering God and finding the path I'm meant to be on.
My story with God
I have had constant battles most of my life. I was an unwed mother of 2 at 21 years old and on welfare. I turned to drinking and sometimes taking drugs instead of turning to God. By the age of 40 I wound up in the hospital twice for suicide attemps. I am now 53 and have finally turned to God. But evil still lurks, my children dislike me and barely talk to me any more, I no longer see my grand-sons whom I used to baby sit since birth 3 to 4 days a week. My brother's, syster's, and parents are all divided, most have not spoken to anyone in years. I'm alone jobless and badly hurt my neck to the point of not being able to function at all, I could barely move and had to stay on the couch most of the day because I couldn't feel my legs, left arm and face and I was always on the verge of blacking out. I've had many trips to the hospital and seen many doctors and passed many tests. All test came back with nothing wrong. Doctors couldn't find anything so they decided I was having panick attacks and hyperventilating wich was causing all this even though my neck was swolen to twice it's size and I could barely move. I pleaded with them to send me to a specialist but they refused saying that nothing was wrong with me. I finally started seing a physiotherapist who discovered what was wrong. The muscle and tendons between my two first vetrebrae have let go and their is too much space between them, the second vertebrae is loose and turned upward. I think the Devil is trying to take me away from God, make me give up by relentlessly hurting me through the people I love most and my health I can no longer function enough to work so I must go back on welfare. Well, it won't work, nothing will make me turn away from my Lord my savior all this is only making me pray harder and turn to God even more. The holy spirit is with me and what ever Gods will is, it will be done and I accept whatever God's will with me is. God loves me and I love Him and that is all that counts for me right now. We will see where all this is leading me through Jesus Crist our Lord. Amen
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I love reading the bible, going to church with my sister and coming on this site. God bless you all for being here.
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