Yesterday, I had to take my boys back to their moms and I won't get to see them for like 5 or 6 months. I am not an angry person but this has just done it to me. I am so angry at my wife for doing this. I am just so disgusted and upset. I've never thought I could feel emotions like this in my life. I know it is not what God wants for me to feel. She called to see if I was ok and I was not very nice. To me it seemed like she was just trying to make herself feel better and not feel guilty about it. I believe it more so because she called me three times to ask me why I was so upset. Please pray for me.
I feel like that was the line and she crossed it. I've put up with so much and done so much for her. I've been praying for reconciliation and reunification of our marriage but this, this has completely changed my mind. I know that is not what God wants from me. Pray that God give me the love to show her because there is none left in me.
Please pray for my boys because I know they are probably scared and don't understand all these changes. Lord please shield them from all this negative feelings and bless them.