I love love love this statement from Paul in Philippians 1:14- And many of the brethren in the Lord, waxing confident by my bonds, are much more bold to speak the word without fear.
Pray, pray, pray....He, the Lord will give you strength. Get with Bible groups, get with like minded people, study to show yourself approved....please don't be discouraged, your life alone will be a beautiful testimony....but studying the Word of God especially helps.....that's why He so wonderfully gifted us with it. I love the passion I see in you. Just keep plugging in and get to know the Bible through and through, it's such a gift to us.