My thoughts and reflections:
Well, God has screwed me over for the last time. I'm pleased to say that I don't care. I don't care because frankly, I don't believe and if a molecule of my existence did believe, I now hate the concept of God. So, it's been a nice 9 or 10 months that I have been on this site, but I now have the answers I seek. So, peace out people.
What answers do you have if you don't mind sharing them?
You know this may sound strange, but you may be going about this whole thing wrong. Before you give up at least try something different. Try loving God without asking anything from him. Why? Because God will not be tested. Even Jesus says this when confronted by satan. What that means is that God wants us to love him more than we love even ourselves. That is kind of hard to understand but it is the key to getting next to God.
Many Blessings Kayla.
All right, fair enough. But keep this in mind. If you asked God for salvation, then you are saved even if you don't yet understand it, feel it, or know it. In time you will see God working in your life and at first you will deny it. God will (((never))) give up on you. Ten years from now remember who told you that. (If the world makes it that long)
Much Love and Blessings. JR
How can you despise something you don't believe in (exists)?
You will be more disappointed without Jesus Christ nothing will go right in your life. I wish you well. If you are still reading your posts. Mary Doris
You belong to him and you have had enough of God in your life to Never be at peace without Him. Whatever the problem, whatever the issue God is greater than your discontent or disappointments about Him. I have Always appreciated your boldness and your directness beloved and feel comfortable giving you the same. You are born again and there is no undoing that, even if you want to, so you do better going to the Lord with whatever it is that has driven you to the temporary conclusion you have come to.
I will pray for you girl, but life for the most is what we make of it, God has given us the ability and the liberty to for the most live with the consequences of our Faith.
If you want to talk, message me, you know there are folks here who love you and appreciate you very much.
Love and blessings to you my sister and friend.
P.S. God can handle your anger and anything else any of us can throw at Him, He is Beautiful.
Hebrews 6:4-6 passage. “It is impossible for those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, who have shared in the Holy Spirit, who have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the coming age, if they fall away, to be brought back to repentance, because to their loss they are crucifying the Son of God all over again and subjecting him to public disgrace.” So, if God does exist, then I lost my salvation.
I think this is where some will say there are contradictions in the Word, when they read these scriptures and then turn to Isa.55.6-9 … let the wicked forsake his ways and the unrighteous man his thoughts and let him return unto the Lord, for He will have mercy upon him and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon…
And also, Heb.10:38-39 Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him. 39 But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.