Lilycoy's Comments

Thanks and God Bless for all the well wishes and prayers. I'm very ill right now, but I will be writing to each and every one of you when I can! Here's a short version of a long story and maybe someone out there can help. I've been toxically poisioned from my place of work, unable to work since Oct 2007...officially lost my job April 1st and I'm trying to figure out how to support my children and pay bills. Doctors only hope and advice to me is to evacuate the Hawaiian islands where I've lived for the past 30 years. (Due to volcanic gas and the toxins that go with it.) I have a sensitivity to chemicals now so I cannot leave anywhere near a large city. I need to at least make it a few weeks here to see my son graduate...after that I need to relocate to the Florida Keys as this is the only place I could find that I could breathe and I actually started feeling better when I was there. I would be willing to exchange...let someone live in my house here in Hawaii in exchange for a place to stay in the Keys. Or if anyone knows of any programs that are available over there ie...habitat for humanity or any shelters I will be going over there with my 14 year old son. I had to send my youngest son to his father because I was not able to care for him adequately. I need to relocate so I can get well, get my family back together and get a new job. I would even do a caretaking exchange. PLEASE...if anyone knows of any programs available to me, please help. Right now I'm waiting for worker's comp and my long term insurance to kick in...but this could take a long time. Also, I've applied for Social Security which I hear could take a long time too. For now, I don't know how I'm gonna pay my electric bills etc until this kicks in...some days I don't know how to dress myself. I'm looking for a care provider because most days I cannot even drive. I'm on heavy duty meds for pain. I've always been a hard worker, very intelligent and ambitious...I've just been struck down by chemicals and I have some brain damage, periphial neuropathy, chronic pancreatitis and other problems and prevent me from working. Prayers are needed for my healing and this depression that I cannot seem to snap out of...but right now I need more than prayers..I need help anywhere I can get it. My brother Rix who is on here knows my whole story. I'm not a bum. Just crying out for help. PLEASE, anyone who knows of any programs right now, please advise. This is the first time I've been able or willing to share this story (I have too much pride)...but this is the only website I've found where there are real caring, loving Christians and maybe someone out there can help me. God Bless you all...sorry if I sound like a beggar but I'm not. I just don't know what to do right now. I've always given from my blessings to anyone and everyone, supported many charities...now I need charity for the first time in my life. I need some real advice and real help here. I'm sorry to lay this on anyone, but I don't know where else to turn but to God and Godly people. Any advice, supports or programs you know of that can help me right now would be appreciated. I would even be willing to turn my house into a half way house to help people if there was someone that could over see it all. But I have to figure out how to leave ASAP because I am getting sicker by the day. Right now I am going to apply for welfare (but they said they probably cannot help me because of the value of my house) but I'm trying what I can. Gosh, it feels good just to be able to let someone know. I've been to prideful up until now to ask for help. (Pride goeth before a fall)... Aloha and blessing to you all. Feed free to talk to my brother who introduced me to this awesome web site. His name is Rix on here, and not only is he my blood brother but also my brother in Christ. Blessing to all, sorry to sound so down, but I'm so depressed and feel so lost and don't know what to do. Aloha and Love, Londa

Hey little sista, I just wanted to send you this





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Your sista Vicky

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Like that.

oh p.s..bro. Tanks for da bear hug! How'd you ever figure that out!? :)

Haven't been near the water! From what I hear the surf's not ripping today. Supposed to be a tidal wave this weekend...nah...just jokin! Nice to "see" you on here. I feel hopeful to come back to CA for awhile. It might be just what the doctor ordered. lol

hey I figured it out. Now I can send you hugs! Bored in California. Hows the surf today?

Hey guava girl. This site is addicting to me. Glad your'e here.


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What a beautiful website! I don't know why it took so long for me to join. Shout outs and thanx to my brother and my brother in Christ who twisted my arm to join this site! WAKE UP Rix...it's time to praise the Lord! I'm done with my pity party! It's time to let go and let God. Oh Lord, show me the way...show me what doors you are opening. I know that you do not shut one door without opening another. Thanx to all you beautiful people with caring hearts and faith that can move mountains!