Anna Wood's Comments

It is very hard, I work for the railroad and I am not home alot. Matter of fact I'm in Mobile Alabama right now in the hotel. I'll get called tonight and take a train back to Montgomery, be home sometimes tomorrow afternoon and be right back out headed to Mobile again Monday evening. It is very hard when she won't even associate with me. I cook my own meals and when I have time cook for us if I get home early enough. I wash all my clothes and just keep praying and wondering what I did. I don't know if it was just her dad and the hurricane because she basically said she didn't love me anymore and didn't know if she ever did. I was so sure we were soul mates. I just can't see me with anyone else and have no desire to be. It is so hard looking at her misery and thinking I am the one that caused it all and don't know how. I have always done everything for her and maybe that is some of the problem. I think sometimes I was too much of a husband!!! I have had her own friends tell me they don't know how I've done it and they would kill for their husbands to be half the romantic I have been. I often search myself and try to figure out what it was that I did. I have so much guilt inside of me for this and don't understand why. I try to look at it from her point of view and try to talk, but she really is upset that I am going to church when I can find the time. She wants no part of "religion" and I try to lead our 12 year old son in the right way. He didn't ask for any of this and she thinks he will be just fine if we are not together. I beg to differ, but I try to keep the peace for his sake. Here I go again, rambling!!! Sorry, and thanks for listening.