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A friend told me that once u accept christ into your life you face tests. i dont feel like today was a test of my faith but a test of myself and my skills as an individual. after driving my first car for close to 45000 in 3 years I had the be all end all accident today and it was totaled out by an F-150. Im ok but my heart is crushed. I feel like ive lost everything well the key 2 everything. Im unable to drive to work or school although the furthest thing from my brain is driving. Im not interested in that at all. But while this may have been a test my faith is still just as strong as ever i want to go to sleep and wake up and walk out and see my car not the hood peice on my dresser. I want to cry but i realise that wont fix anything. Im trying to figure out ways to work through this or fix it but i dont see it happening. Im just so sad and so disappointed in myself. Im scared of how mad my dad will be when he gets home but theres nothing i can do about that and deserve what i get. I just dont know anymore but I refuse to give up. I cant be a quiter, Its like i have no reason to be alive if i dont keep going. As long as your here as your in this space you cant stop you cant give up.

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Comment by Ashley Nicole on November 25, 2010 at 11:49pm: Thank you so much Sharon, I agree and I am deffinatly working on continiously building my faith and living the way he requests.

Comment by Sharon Mbatha on November 23, 2010 at 8:03am: Hi Ashley Nicole

I cannot tell you the reason why your car was totalled,i dont have the power to do that.
I know God is right there,waiting for you to take comfort in Him,He wants you to cry out to Him(yes,cry your tears out to Him)
The Lord always wants us to call on Him in good times and bad.
Im sorry that this has happened but use this situation to get closer to Him.
Tell Him your fustrations,shout,scream and yell if you have to but the wonderful thing about Him is that He can take all of it,He wants to.He doesnt want for you to worry about a single thing but to trust in Him.It may be hard at first but He is a loving God who cares about you deeply.
Do you know that He Smiles at the thought of you?Im not promising that Life will be easy but He will be there to take you through every single thing that you go through,He loves you that much and then some.
Confide in Him,tell Him your fears,hopes,dreams,fustrations.
He wants nothing but your fellowship and if you delight yourself in Him,he will give you the desires of your heart.....I know this for a fact because He has done the same in my Life time and time again.
I will pray for you.

Blessings in Christ,
Sharon

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