Father I am sorry that I am behaving in this way but I just don't know what to do rather than this. And I don't know what's wrong and what's right anymore. I just feel that I won't get the right one for sure. I believe You my Father but his actions are not showing me what I need to see. I just want to be the past person because that time I didn't have any pain and worries. Please Father help me. Show me the right way. I love You my Lord. Amen..