God guide me please.

God please I don't know what to do. I don't know that whether what I am doing is right or wrong. I don't know anything. I don't know why he is entering my life again. I know somehow I may be wrong. I don't see the whole truth God and it frustrates me. God is he the right guy even if he is not the guy. Is he betraying me? But why would he lie to me so bad? These are the most annoying questions that comes in my mind in a daily basis. I know it's not the right topic or the right time to be in the love stuffs. But I don't know what to do anymore. I hate myself to think so much. Please God guide me. It's a big dilemma. God help me. Show me the right way. I don't want any more betrayals. God please help me. I don't know what I will do without You God. I love You so much. Love You God. Amen..