Fear God..

God loves us so much. Even though we do the worst mistakes,He is ready to forgive us. So we must fear God and think twice before doing anything. I know I have done many wrong things. Even I have drank hookah or whatever it was. I am not addicted but it was just for fun. I don't know what I was doing. Please someone guide me. I want a proper guidance. I don't want to deceive God. God is what I need and want. Deceiving Him will be the biggest mistake of my life. I just wanted to try. I just feel that after taking baptism I will be pure. So I don't know what to do. Please help me..if anyone wants to. I will be very thankful and blessed. I fear God so much. Before doing anything I think about God. And if it feels wrong,I stop doing it but don't knkw why I did what I did. Please help me... I love God so much. Amen..