Downward Spiral

In the last couple of months, my life has continued to seem to spiral out of control. I have never given up my faith in the Lord or blamed him for my problems. I'm almost to the point where I cannot take anymore disappointments and disaters in my life.

My soon to be ex-wife has made false accusation about me and has refused to let me see my two and a half year old daughter. She has lied and got an order of protection against me and has accused me of hitting her and my daughter, (these are lies), I've never hurt her or my daughter. She is so upset that the relationship is over and is doing everything possible to hurt me.

I have forgiven her for the lies but I cannot forget them. Court is tomorrow and I'm so afraid that the judge won't see through her lies and deception and I may not get to see my little girl for even a longer amount of time.

Things continue to go from bad to worse and I'm so afraid that I will not recover from not seeing my daughter, not having a steady job, and not being able to protect and provide for my family.

I need your prayers and words of inspiration and wisdom.

Down and Defeated.

Eddie