CALLING ON PRAYER

Good evening all,
I'm in need of everyone's prayers for me and my family. We're in need of a blessing. I believe Jesus died for me and I'm a child of God and there is power in prayer. I know if I had more warriors for God praying it would be greatly appreciated. My family is in a struggle. My husband is the only one bringing in income right now which is not enough to pay all the bills. I haven't been able to contribute any steady income since July and things were going ok, but now embarrassed to say we're struggling.

I have 4 children, 2 live at home and 1 is in college(who will be home tomorrow) and my daughter has surprisingly turned for the worst. we are currently facing our electric to be shut off, no food, and no christmas for our kids. I'm embarrassed because my son will be coming home tomorrow and sleeping on the floor in our living room because we had to move to a 2 bedroom apartment. I've started a home cleaning business which has produced 2 customers (i know it will pick up).

Right now I've worried myself sick. I know its a sin to worry, but what do you do when you can't provide for your kids like you should? its pitiful to be out of necessities (bath soap, toothpaste etc,) but we are. I recieved a letter from my church thanking me for being one of the top 110 tithers and to help with their youth center. I'm embarrassed because I know that I can't contribute like I want to and feel worthless asking them for help ( i tried before and was told there were no funds). My automobile has a flat tire and I can't get it fixed.....things are happening at the wrong time. I understand things aren't going to be easy, I find myself snapping at my children because I don't know what to do. I know they don't understand. I can't afford to worry because I haven't been able to purchase my HBP medicine since July, oh my gosh!! I just don't know anymore.
I could go on and on, but why? will only depress me again. :]

When you say your prayers tonight could you PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE say one for me and my family? I'm starting to struggle with life and my faith. I gotta believe things will get better for us.

God Bless everyone and THANK YOU. :]

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