(5) And he said, "Who are You, Lord?"
Then the Lord said, "I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads."
(14) And when we all had fallen to the ground, I heard a voice speaking to me and saying in the Hebrew language, "Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?
It is hard for you to kick against the goads."
Before conversion, the apostle Paul was certainly well-schooled in the Scriptures, as far as the Jews could teach him.
The Bible says he studied at the feet of Gamaliel (Acts 22:3).
He was very intelligent and incisive of mind, a man of conviction and determination.
Yet, this same man God had to physically blind and thoroughly humble before he could see Him.
Even though Paul had a command of the Scriptures that few people have ever had at their calling, he could not see God working in the infant Christian church.
Christ, in a mild rebuke, says to Paul on the way to Damascus, "It is hard for you to kick against the goads."
We should take this reproach to heart as well because it teaches us that the carnal mind will reject the evidence that God gives, even though it is suffering and in pain.
Thus, God's calling and His predisposing us to see spiritually and to identify with His Son are of no avail unless His Word becomes integrated within us.
How are we hearing God's Word?
Hearing starts the processing of the revelation of God, and we must consciously work at it.
It includes what we are "hearing" this moment, as well as what we have heard over the last six months, the past year, the past decade, and the whole time of our conversion! How are we listening?
Do we follow through on the things that we hear?
Unless we do, we are not hearing - and we will not truly see God!