Kelly Shabott's Blog (5)

Although, I went to my scheduled appointment with the psychiatrist, I never met him. As, I was standing at the receptionist desk just about to sign in, I noticed on her desk there was a small plaque with a prayer written on it. The prayer goes like this: 

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference. 

And at that moment, I…

In 1995, I experienced something for the first time, something that I had never experienced before in my life. It came out of nowhere. And when I use those words no where I truly mean “Nowhere” and it wasn’t out of the blue but out of “darkness”.  Darkness full of the sound over whelming fear!  A fear where  every breath you try to take feel like your last, and every pound of your heart your you can hear pulsing through your…