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I have changed my life, to follow God's word.

I try to trust him, but that old devil seems to win, I don't know why.

 

I have fasted, prayed, but tonight, I can't even sleep, like satan himself is attacking me.

It's been 8 months, and I'm tired of it.

Mental torment, no peace.

I know God is powerful, why is He not helping me tonight? Or why am I not free of this?

 

Just for a brief moment 2 days ago,(1/2 day) I felt better. I said I would trust in God with a child like faith.

But the oppressive spirit always always always returns.

 Why, God, for whatever reason, does not answer my prayers?

 

I feel like God is punishing me, more than I can bear.

I mean this....God could give me peace, instantly ( I have had about 1 month of peace in the last 8 months).

I know it's wrong, but I just want to give up. I won't, but i sure feel like it.

 I'm just a brother in Christ.

It's like this,

 I WANT God in my life.

 I do not know WHAT I am doing wrong. I really don't.

I'm fasting Thursday,

John

 

Perhaps I need faith as a mustard seed, i sure don't have it sometimes...

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Hello John,
Faith requires us to sometimes step out of our comfort zone, and stretch our faith, however God will never allow more to come upon us than we can handle. John, we can't get ahead of God's plan and purpose for our lives, He's preparing us for our future, the enemy would love nothing more than to see us give up...rebuke him. The spirit of God is always in us!
Romans 8:18
For I consider that the suffering of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

who is telling you that you are doing something wrong? Is it the spirit of life or the spirit of death? The flesh wants us to give up but the Holy spirit is saying "I won't". which one do we believe? Of course the spirit of life! If we dwell too much in the spirit of the flesh we will miss all that God has in store for us. God always answers our prayers...we just don't always get the answer we want when we want it...it's in God's time not ours.

Romas 8:5-6
For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.

I think we can all relate to some degree what you are going through....it's not pleasant.

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Just some food for thought, John you are in my prayers....NEVER give up!

God bless,
Debbie
hi allI have been delivered, Saturday when 2 men prayed with me for 2 hours straight. Demons cast out.
I KNOW God forgave me, it was the grace of God.
Never give up hope for the Unsaved, or Backsliding Christians.
This took 8 months, I truly know I am a new man in Christ.
Thank You
John
Great news! There will still be rough times but this is really great!
This is wonderful news John. Thanks so much for this update.. Be strong in the Lord and His Mighty Power. All Glory to Him!

Blessings, Carla
John,the Lord is on the move in your life,give thanks in all things,be strong in Him who gives life!!!
Wonderful John, this is fantastic!
Psalms 28:7
The Lord is my strength and my shield;
My heart trusted in Him and I am helped;
Therefore my heart greatly rejoices,
And with my song I will praise Him.
God bless you!
Debbie

     God is on the move, but I can't sleep tonight, and had a bad rdeam last night, And to all this I say "Praise God", He is in control.

    Starting Monday the 17th. a season of fasting and praying. The good news is, no fear or severe torment, Praise God!!!.

     But still, an 'evil 'remember spirit' hangs on. (that's what I call it). It has left, for a while, but lately has been back. so,scipture says  'fasting loosens the bands of wickedness"  and  "Some don't leave without prayer and fasting".

     I look at fasting as more spiritual cannons on my side. And denying the flesh, as in no computer games, and media, like TV, and such.

And a very anointed counsel that I go to, has seen changes in me, Praise God!

My goal is to be 100% free of this thing, and just be  stong godly man,

 

Thank You,

John


 

Isaiah 54:8 KJV In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment; but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, saith the LORD thy Redeemer .




 

Isaiah 26:3 KJV Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee

Stay strong, John.  Your friends on this forum is praying for you.  I know I am.  I am fighting the same fight that you are.  Try to open your eyes up to the positive things in your life, as hard as that may be.  The Lord works in miraculous and surprising ways.  Stay faithful, study God's word, and continue to pray.  You will be saved, and you will find inner peace and happiness. 

Yup we all been there done that and do it often, and wat are we told to do priaise the Lord and do we do it nope, but when we do it works yer ! 

Thank you for all the prayers and thoughts, and advice.

    I am living for God. And it's much better.

I keep reading the word of God, praying, and once in a while, do a 1 day fast. ( I do fast from video games!)

     So, I LIKE the changes in my life. I'm very nice to my ex-wife. She said, "Why wern't you this way 20 years ago? We'd still be married.".

    I'm on the right path. As I look back on my life. God has told me through people, a few more areas of fogiveness to people I have hurt. I am ASHAMED how I used to live 20 years ago, as a Christian.

     God knows what I needed to change.AND TURNED UP THE HEAT.Isaiah 48:10 KJV Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction.

 



Again, thank you for the prayers, I still need them,

John

Greetings,

 

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