God please show me what's right and what's wrong. I can't stay like this. If this is bad, just show me directly. I can't see the indirect signs. If this is bad, please show me God. I am living a miserable life. This is bad. I don't know anything. Even i don't know if i am baiting myself on a trap where i will live a miserable life. God i can't stay like this. This will haunt me forever. God i know i deserve these all things. But i can't let myself hurt like this. This is way too much bad. Karma is a bad thing and maybe no one experienced this karma more than me because i have done some horrible things. But now i can't let myself hurt more. Atleast i don't deserve tjis pain. It hurts too much. Please show me if this is good or bad. Love You God. Amen..