How many times have you felt weary in doing good ? But you don't seem to see the wicked being dealt with the way they should .It is very common for children of God to get weary in doing good. A couple of them were Jesus , Moses, Elijah , Jeremiah . Because after all we are normal and we have times when we feel like we cannot press on anymore. Because we say things like is there any good coming out of this and when is my breakthrough coming ? As the word of God says in Malachi 3:14- You have said , ' It is useless to serve God; What profit is, it that we have kept His ordinance, And that we have walked as mourners, Before the Lord. And Malachi 3:15-So now we call the proud blessed, For those who do wickedness are raised up; They even tempt God and go free.But that's all the lies of the devil who wants us to think that the ungodly are having a better time. When in fact that is just a straight up delusion. Remember what God said in Psalm 91:8- Only with your eyes shall you look, And see the reward of the wicked. I'm not here to say we are better than the unrighteous. Because they all need Jesus as their Savior. But I am here to bring encouragement to the body of Christ. That these are the end times, and we are going to see more and more lawless. As the word of God said in Matthew 24:12- And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. And I think that seeing all the wickedness is a way to tempt us to get off the paths of the Lord. As the word of God says in 1 Thessalonians 3:5-For this reason, when I could no longer endure it, I sent to know your faith, lest by some means the tempter had tempted you, and our labor might be in vain. You see my friends. We have been appointed to go through afflictions, because the devil wants to tempt us.And wants us to become sleepy virgins and not alert virgins.He knows that if he can get us discourage us , and concern with this life. He knows that we will drift away. As the word of God says in Hebrews 2:1- Therefore we must give the more earnest heed to the things we have heard, lest we drift away. When you drunken with despair, you might not have the same spiritual appetite anymore. You might spend your time gloating about yourself. Instead of keeping your eyes on Jesus. As the word of God says in Hebrews 12:2-looking unto Jesus , the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of throne of God. What I'm telling you is saints that you do not have to be ashamed of the gospel. You don't have to worried about this temporary life.This world is passing away and all the lusts we want from this world.As the word of God says in 1 John 2:17- And the world is passing away, and the lust of it, but he who does the will of God abides forever. I really want to encourage the saints to press on the high calling in Christ. And to know that God has not forgotten you. There is a reward that is waiting for us. As the word of God says in 1 Peter 1:4- to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away reserved in heaven for you.
If you want a life that is not in pursuit of this vain life. Then say this prayer to Jesus and believe. Lord Jesus you are the only way to salvation. I have transgressed against you and I by your blood I am made righteous in your sight. Today I come to you say Lord I need you as my Lord and Savior. I do not want to live for myself. But following the eternal things in life. I come to you asking that you will baptizing me with your Holy Spirit. Open my eyes to all that is truthful and turn my eyes away from worthless things.In Jesus Name. Amen
Praise God you are new creation. Get a New King James Version.Go to a God fearing church that preaches the true word of God. Pray daily, read your bible as God food to you.You need it daily. And you need his presence every day. Follow Jesus daily. Keep your hope up. And fellowship with other Christians to strengthen yourself.