My battle made me a Christian! I was not a believer before this began and by seeing what I've seen, I came to understand that IT'S ALL REAL. Then at my lowest moment in the fight...JESUS showed up and turned my fear into fearlessness! Life can never never be the same once God shows up and tells you what it's all been for :)
The tough part can be maintaining your awareness of your authority in Jesus in the middle of an intense attack. You have to learn to take control of the tension and fear that takes over when you're face to face with the purest evil that exists...breathing his breath...speaking with his voice and praying all at the same time. Once you conquer that issue it's all downhill from there and that's the point when your focus becomes something very different and something God-driven.
There is peace in knowing who you are in God.