I know it's not Carissa. Carla has given you some sound Biblical advice. I pray the Lord will give you strength during this time of trial.
I agree, Carla has given you come very good Biblical advice to cling to. Painful circumstances are never easy, we all want out of them as quickly as possible, but I can promise you, God is with you and He will bring you out strengthened and an even more bold a witness of His glory and power in your life. Keep your eyes on Him. That might sound difficult in the interim, but at the end of it all, it's all you'll be thankful for.
I've been praying for you since I read this. I hope and pray that you will be encouraged by knowing that, because I highly doubt that I'm the only one. :)
It is said that the pain of separation/divorce is comparable to grieving the death of a loved one. Additionally, it is dealing with the pain of rejection.
Beloved, This is going to be a process of grieving that you must go through, and that's a hard thing to do.
Rest in the truth that you are not rejected, but you are In the Beloved.. You are Blessed, Chosen, Adopted, Accepted, Redeemed, Forgiven and Loved by the most High. The One True God has named you as His daughter, His child. I'm so very saddened and heartbroken for you that it hurts as much as it does.
Have you considered asking about counselling through your church for people who are going through this?
Speaking face to face with others who are going through it may be very encouraging and helpful to you.
Blessings and Love In Christ,
You're certainly not crazy for feeling the way you are feeling.. It's to be expected. This is a difficult thing. We're here for you to pray and listen.
Love In Christ, Carla