Leonard T's Comments

I know you said you felt it... I guess I am asking about the feeling because I read so many testimony's say they felt.... and then I hear people tell me don't worry if you don't feel anything. Would it be wrong of me to ask God to tug on me? I am not sure if I have ever blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I know that is unforgivable. S how would I know if I did or didn't ? Im scared LT.  

In your story with God , above ... Had you been seeking Him again before feeling that tug? Or did this tug come unexpected? If unexpected and if you don't mind me asking......that tug, was it a feeling?  Or was it just an sudden interest in Gods word and knowing Him again? 

Hello dear brother LT, ...Merriest Christmas to you and to all yours... may the Lord bless you abundantly as you serving Him ...

I didn't mean for the bottom comment to seem as bad as it looks. I think I was trying to say.... maybe it is stressful to have to look after a site constantly... and a break is a good thing.

LT, I haven't seen you post as much lately. I am sure you have found you want to pull your hair out several times here because of maybe stress sometimes? People need a break sometimes... I don't know if that what you are doing but... wanted you to know I am thinking about you .

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If someone doesn't sense the Holy Spirit.... does this mean He isn't drawing you? If someone wants to come to God but they sense its useless to keep trying does this mean it is useless? If someone believes that only the few chosen are going to make it is it wrong to believe that out of the millions and millions who have been alive on this earth it would be ridiculous to think that I would have a chance to be one of the few? What is the 144000? Out of all the people who have been on this earth.... 144000 isn't very many. I don't understand. I know I must have some hope or I wouldn't be asking. Its like I know  I am not called yet it seems I am begging a God who doesn't hear me.

Thank you LT,

 I did read a few chapters of 1 John a bit ago. As I was reading it I had a dozen questions and forgot all of them. It seems I have studied this 1 john from way back when. I stayed focused on to not sin, that if you sin you are a liar and do not have truth in you. Thanks again for the suggested scripture to read.

Thank you for your reply. I remember when this happened... I did think it was demonic. I remember I couldn't even move. I couldn't even say Jesus out loud. LT this is one of the major reasons I am afraid to try to go forward toward God. I have never been able to explain what happened enough to show the fear the pain and the presence I felt not only that night but for months to come until I backslid completely. I remembered as a child begging God for help. I remember finally stop asking God for help because I believed He was cold toward me. So when this attack came I eventually believed this again. I am sorry for telling you this all over again. I truly want to overcome this ... But as I said before , it nearly destroyed me and my mind set.

I should ask do you think god did that

LT , before I backslid.... The Lord was constantly on my mind.... I always studied His word. I prayed I sang praises to Him. I gave up me... so I thought.....  My life was turning upside down and inside out with one bad thing after another... but I still focused on Jesus and did these things. I did them because , at the time, I loved God. I focused on the word and prayed for folks I didn't like... and did so from the heart.  I know I have told you before about the night that some sort of force knocked me down into my chair to where I thought I was dying.. I couldn't breathe. My life of torture and pain came before my eyes and the pain that my life caused came crashing down on me. My question to you.... was that God breaking me?  Would God do that ? If so why? It almost destroyed me. I am still trying to heal from that..

You are appreciated.... thank you , for caring for all of us. I know we all care about you.

So , I am  slow. It is LORD bless that you always say.  I was close.

yea!!!!!!! Thank you LT. The other day some body mentioned the "media" thing but for some reason I was looking for the word on you tube instead of here .. thank you once again...... as you always say...... God bless.

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