God please help me to take the right decision.

God i really don't know what am i doing is right or wrong. But i get a sense that whatever we are doing is gonna make a person very sad and for her it will be very wrong. I don't know God what to do. God i don't know why he had enter my life again. I don't know i feel a sense that he is the love of my life. But sometimes i feel that i am repeating my mistake again and it will ruin me. Why is it so difficult God? I never thought something like this will happen in my life. And i really didn't wanted my life to be involve in this kind of things. Please show me the right thing. I wanna see the right thing. I don't want my life to be jeopardized. I don't want a messy life. So please God show me the clearest path. Love You God. Amen..