Jayaseelan Samuel's Blog – April 2011 Archive (3)

I went to meet my Mom's elder sister, she is mentally ill (may be possessed by an evil spirit, but not sure). She has not ate food for more than 7 days and haven't had a good sleep. She screamed that me and my mom were dead. So, me & mom went to meet her in her town. After seeing her she could recognise us but, she is still having some imaginary characters around her, who advises her that whatever food or drink we give her is having poison. She also is not stopping to curse people who help… Continue

 

Dear Friends ,

I would like to tell you I am in similar situation to this article. I am not worried that I lost something my heart desired. I lost my path, I lost my mind. I do not know where I am heading, what I need to do and what should I expect. I do not know what God wants me to do. Currently I am silent. But this is pulling me down many a times. Related to all other things…

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Dear Lord, Past two days I am having heavy heart. If you were here in human form I will hug you and lie down on your lap. No one can understand my heart more than you. Lord I also pray let nothing stop me from doing the works related You. Lord I pray especially for the Youth Planning meeting on Sunday and the Christian Video workshop I am planning to attend from Mon to Fri. Also the power cut again started giving problems for the translation works. Lord help me. Amen