All Blog Posts Tagged 'pain' (17)

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A week ago during Sunday mass, I ask God to provide to me the best for my daughter. I ask for more finances so I can give the best for my wife and daughter. I am financially stable, have a great job, and am able to provide the needs of my family but I asked for more from our Lord.

 

The night of the same day, my wife and I had a very heated argument which snowballed into a very difficult marital problem. During the course of our argument, I failed God and questioned Him if what…

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I'm remember stuff that has been lodged so deep into my soul. I forgot about this until very recently. I remember it wasn't only being asked if I shaved my legs...I was also told I need to wax my eyebrows....this came from my friend. That was common though to be told/asked about shaving my legs and waxing my eyebrows. It was kind of common like when a boy used to say call me nappy hair. Ether I'm going delusional or...I think  atleast one time he even made up a little song/jingle about…

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I want to see Jesus. My soul is very weary.

 

Life can be weird. Things happen and it gets to a point of "something bad is going to happen"...like it's only a matter of time...

 

I want to hear His voice better but I know I have to learn to wait on God. I need to concentratee on loving God will all my heart,soul, and mind...oh precious Jesus I need You to help me to put You first in life...

 

I need to also think more about others and less of…

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Honestly, I was numb. But, now pain has dug a deeper hole in my soul...in my heart. I'm beyond numb now.

 

I don't want to hold a grudge against the neighbor. I keep getting flashbacks...those flashbacks reproduce a fear that it'll happen again. And, if she had it her way every cat in this house and any that come near her property would have a stomach full of posion. With that knowledge comes fear...

 

The enemy has attacked before, he's uped his…

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Lord, I'm sorry I'm this way...

 

I have anxiety attacks. You need people with faith. My faith isn't too strong...

You like it when Your children fellowship. Too many people are the reason I can get an anxiety attack. Why do I seem so useless...

 

You need people who's strong in witnessing...I'm a timid mouse...

 

Why am I this way...

 

Excuse me, I had to take sometime and hold my bear. That way it would help me not cry. I don't…

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Looking out, peering through the scenes

 

one sees a world.

 

A busy world, a hurt world, a lost world.

 

Looking out something has to be said,

 

but nothing is said.

 

For life is in silence.

 

Crying inside, with a shattered yet hardened heart.

 

Does anyone care? How could anyone care about someone like me...

 

Other peoples' pain is different, they need someone to care for…

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It is often…

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“I was going through some changes in my life cussin and complainin every night

tellin God the way he treatin me ain't right and how I don’t deserve this

then a voice somewhere came to me and said you have the audacity

to fix your mouth to disrespect how soon we forget.” Sound like something you have said or heard before right? In part, these are lyrics from an artist who has been dubbed a “social minded singer”, Lyfe Jennings.



While listening to this song I was touched… Continue

Memories > time traveler> good or bad> from struggle growth into progress

Heart ache > grower> strength or weakness > from emotional to sustaining

Faith> sight> power > for depth

Hope> faith> unfailing>realistic> endless possiblilities seeker

Love> not a game> really matters> dont just say it do it believe it and the word "anyways" with love does not fit together

For me when it comes to loving others…

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Hello, once more, my dear family in Lord Jesus. =)



I hate to be this way….but when I heard the HLN news this morning, I have felt irritated. Apparently, there was a survey of those who mixed religions, like Christianity, with New Age or other “mystical experiences”….. I know I may not have a right in being critical….but I do not see it as right to be picking and choosing when it comes to our spiritual life.



I mean, I can understand if some Christians do not know that “new… Continue

Hello again! I am so happy to see how much my brothers and sisters in Lord Jesus love me! I want to be able to reply to everyone that has come to respond to my cry for help. Thank you.



I still feel that heavy feeling that I am not cared for, or that my thoughts have caused God to be away from me....I understand these feelings are not connected to reality....but why do I still feel so strongly?



I decided to do more research, but then I found a sentence that bothered me,… Continue

Hello once more, my dear brothers and sisters in my Lord Jesus Christ. I have posted before that I do suffer from depression and OCD, both give me hollow feelings and plague me with intrusive thoughts and excessive worries, especially about God and Jesus, and my connection with them....



There has been one word that has kept popping into my mind, and has caused me much stress and to pray over and over for forgiveness for that.... That word would be "no". I have feared it meant like… Continue

When I left for church this evening, I still hadn't finished the paper that was due. I reasoned that if I got right with God, He would allow my mind to clear and focus on the task when I returned. I prayed this was true, walked out into the waning sunshine of the day, and got into the truck with a bounce in my step. It was too beautiful outside for my spirits to stay low, even if I was kicking myself in the butt seriously hard for not being as devoted as I should be to my school… Continue

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I live at 161 Henry Street, Apt. A1 on the 1st Floor. Above me on the 2nd floor lives a homosexual and two other men that to me don't appear as homosexuals; but they seem to be allowing the homosexual to try and seduce me into a homosexual relationship with him; the other two men may be homosexuals too; but I can't prove it because one is always with a woman and I think the other one is son of one of the men.



I am a married, heterosexual male and I am… Continue

When we’re Children the world is new and a place to be discovered. As GK Chesterton said, We’re excited not just because Lilly opened a door to find a land of fairies but because Lilly, a small kid just like us, figured out how to open the door. Reality is romantic because it’s mysterious. We don’t know that a rose bush is going to produce the same color rose every year. Next year instead of red they may be yellow. We don’t see things as forgone conclusions; the world still holds mystery and… Continue