Ashley Nicole's Posts - All About GOD2024-03-29T13:43:15ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicolehttp://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/61799799?profile=RESIZE_48X48&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1http://www.allaboutgod.net/profiles/blog/feed?user=1cneoaxgb20ai&xn_auth=nolife lessons...tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2011-05-13:1383940:BlogPost:9720292011-05-13T06:00:40.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
people have often taken my lack of tolerance of other peoples inconsistancies as a weakness. as if im sooo affraid of regection that i cant stand to recieve it in any way not that to be honest i hold olthers to a different level them myself. because you know your self you know what your capable of and what is possible there is no way to know that about another person which tells me that. the only problem is sometimes you push away people to soon or unnecessiarily. I feel as though ive put…
people have often taken my lack of tolerance of other peoples inconsistancies as a weakness. as if im sooo affraid of regection that i cant stand to recieve it in any way not that to be honest i hold olthers to a different level them myself. because you know your self you know what your capable of and what is possible there is no way to know that about another person which tells me that. the only problem is sometimes you push away people to soon or unnecessiarily. I feel as though ive put myself in a box of my body image which i like who i am what i look like and who ive become but in liking it ive stoped pushing myself for more. My thirst for money has even changed instead of promotions to base rates. School has become something that i have no choice at only because i am pushed to the wall. Time is running out and goals are passing me up there are things im meant to do. and i say all this to say the lord we serve is so amazing. he anwsers our prayers and even when we dont know what we want. I have been sent a man who works hard ... harder then me takes care of himself and respects me as a person as a woman as a business woman and even though we arent spiritually in the same place he repsects me enough to not be nagging me for the sinful things in life so if we get on the same page with time things will be great. just wanting to say even when things arent great or perfect our lord always is! and i thank him so muchControltag:www.allaboutgod.net,2011-03-30:1383940:BlogPost:9272062011-03-30T13:52:22.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
<p>As we all know I was saved on November 8th of 2010. Praise the lord but now we are having a problem. I will be 21 on June 19th and the urge to go back to old ways spend time with old friends and go back the girl I used to be instead of continuing work on the woman I am now is pulling harder than ever. My actual birthday is on a Sunday which at first I saw as a sign that I needed to get baptized and saved completely But now after putting some more thought into it the only reason 21 is…</p>
<p>As we all know I was saved on November 8th of 2010. Praise the lord but now we are having a problem. I will be 21 on June 19th and the urge to go back to old ways spend time with old friends and go back the girl I used to be instead of continuing work on the woman I am now is pulling harder than ever. My actual birthday is on a Sunday which at first I saw as a sign that I needed to get baptized and saved completely But now after putting some more thought into it the only reason 21 is considered to be the birthday where all sin breaks loose is because of the liquor industry and their push for sales not that at 21 everyone’s dna changes and they the sudden urge to be drunk. So no my delimi. My family dinner and all that will of course be on my birthday on Sunday but then there is a club we used to go to back in the day, me and my friends it’s not to wild in a nice neighborhood where you can go and have a few drinks. I had one shot the other day for the first time sense Halloween and it didn’t feel as wrong as I expected it to. To also think back in the day even biblical times they drank wine all the time and still do in Europe. So maybe that isn’t so bad in moderation. But I’m still not sure about the club thing the way I look at it the man I’m meant to marry isn’t going to be standing there in the first place but then to see me dancing provocatively or wearing revealing clothing and yes you can say go to the club and just don’t do those things but at the same time it is a pull marketing or not this is my 21st birthday and vie been working out so my body is finally getting to where I want it to be for the first time in my life so I’m going to want to show it off. I’m not sure what to do I’m still looking to find a church home to belong to where they have a strong connection to young people but that also has a strong singles and women’s ministry because I need direction in my life bad and I feel the pull but sometimes we are just completely lost. There aren’t many people in my life I can go to with this issue so I come here because you all are always so open and honest. It hasn’t been that long and I know I’ve changed and I’m doing better even with my slip ups all I want is to make my lord happy but at the same time I’m fighting the human instinct to do wrong is there levels of wrong that are ok what did some of you do for your 21st birthdays that you don’t look back on and regret? Please let me know I value your input.</p>
<p> </p>Help, forgiveness and growthtag:www.allaboutgod.net,2011-02-12:1383940:BlogPost:8781852011-02-12T12:03:11.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
At a time when it has never been more clear that im meant to do something that helps other people all i can seem to do is be selfish and try to help myself and make things worse. Giving in to things that I not only haven't done in years but things I fear will hurt others in the long run. Being a negative influence is one of the worst things you can do. I feel almost as if there is special place for people like me who should be sent away. If you cant control yourself and your actions being…
At a time when it has never been more clear that im meant to do something that helps other people all i can seem to do is be selfish and try to help myself and make things worse. Giving in to things that I not only haven't done in years but things I fear will hurt others in the long run. Being a negative influence is one of the worst things you can do. I feel almost as if there is special place for people like me who should be sent away. If you cant control yourself and your actions being around impressionable others is the worst thing you can do. Not to mention when it causes you to loose some of things you want most. All actions have consiquences and we must accept them. I hope the lord can forgive me and help remove this part of myself that I have battled for so long, so that I can work on the things I feel like he wants me to spend my time doing.Curved & closetag:www.allaboutgod.net,2011-01-25:1383940:BlogPost:8566152011-01-25T02:03:03.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
<p>When I was a child my father would tell me stay curved and close, while he was talking about my piano lessons it still applies to everyday life. Especially when it comes to the lord. Stay curved and close to his teachings and his order. In these times when the world is going through so much there are so many people looking to take advantage or lead you in the wrong direction away from the lord. This is the time to buckle down and stay curved and close. Because of a fight I had with my mom I…</p>
<p>When I was a child my father would tell me stay curved and close, while he was talking about my piano lessons it still applies to everyday life. Especially when it comes to the lord. Stay curved and close to his teachings and his order. In these times when the world is going through so much there are so many people looking to take advantage or lead you in the wrong direction away from the lord. This is the time to buckle down and stay curved and close. Because of a fight I had with my mom I didn’t go to church Sunday. We are both in very different spiritual places and neither of us really even understands the other but sense that time hasn’t come its up to me to stay strong in what I believe. Stay strong stay curved and close.</p>New year... old ways?tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-12-27:1383940:BlogPost:8348972010-12-27T06:44:41.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
As this new year draws closer and closer im reminded of where I was at this time last year. Pulling all nighters at house parties with people I thought were my friends to now looking for a church that might be having midnight mass. I think of the relationship so to speak of this last year and how much it's taught me and shown me within myself. How my standards have and continue to change not just for the people around me but for myself. How important my goals are to me and how urgent they…
As this new year draws closer and closer im reminded of where I was at this time last year. Pulling all nighters at house parties with people I thought were my friends to now looking for a church that might be having midnight mass. I think of the relationship so to speak of this last year and how much it's taught me and shown me within myself. How my standards have and continue to change not just for the people around me but for myself. How important my goals are to me and how urgent they really are. To be baptised by my birthday in June and to start my non-profit. With so many things in life that need to be done my brain is almost always in a frenzie of whats next yet feeling 20 steps behind. This is the year percrastination has to come to its end. I work out on a regular basis and am finally taking more time for me. This past year has been nothing but stress and drama. Working to get a promotion at work and then really getting back into school I cant wait for 2011! Now the pesimistic side that seems to always be in the back of my mind. Do you ever feel like things are too good? Like something has to go wrong because everything feels so right? Now I know and believe when you act right and live by the rules the lord has set up blessings come your way but at times it still blows my mind that even being saved everything iv'e done wrong and continue to do wrong dispite my efforts he continues to bless me. Every day! I know I dont have a man or very many friends my own car or even a dog. But I have jesus! I have been blessed with and amazingly understanding family that continues to be there for me even at times when I wasn't there for myself. I ask myself sometimes how am i worthey? How can the lord love me so much to make all this possible? No man will ever love you just because no woman will ever love you just because but the lord dose... Even when we dont love ourselves. So in this new year what better way can I say thank you to jesus for saving my from myself then to give back a portion of what he has blessed me with... Changes coming soon, stay tuned...taking the ride...tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-12-04:1383940:BlogPost:8194112010-12-04T06:04:46.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
As im sorrounded by people talking of weddings and anniverserys i look to my own life and see just myself. This is a new life to me having been in serious relationships for the better part of the last 4 years. But there comes a time with maturity when you realise that everything if anything in the world is up to you. You realise that in order to find this "the one" that everyone is searching for you must be the one youself for that other person. You must be secure in yourself as a person the…
As im sorrounded by people talking of weddings and anniverserys i look to my own life and see just myself. This is a new life to me having been in serious relationships for the better part of the last 4 years. But there comes a time with maturity when you realise that everything if anything in the world is up to you. You realise that in order to find this "the one" that everyone is searching for you must be the one youself for that other person. You must be secure in yourself as a person the role that the lord plays in your life and the direction you are going with your life so then and only then there is room to see if possibly "the one" even has a place in your life! We often make exceptions and turn a blind eye out of convience and despiration. After so long if your faith isnt strong you will start to doubt the actuality of this "one" you will accept things and people less then what you deserve and in the long run cause yourself more work the happiness. Sometimes we need to pray believe and have faith and take the ride. when you believe in the lord with all your heart and mind when you live the waay he requests and be pactient. He will bless you with one of the best blessings of all. Love. So work on your self so that you are read on time and in time to meet this "One". We all know all things are possible through christ jesus so why do we question or act impactient when it comes to love? Take the ridegod is good... all the time.tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-28:1383940:BlogPost:8072472010-11-28T20:45:26.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
on a day when everything could have been so different I am blessed to say I stand strong and determined to make my dreams come true. My 21st birthday is on a sunday. that means something to me. That means on the day the rest of the world is our getting drunk celebrating being so called legal I want to spend it dedicating my life to lord apoligizing for my sins and moving on from my past. This is a day That the lord deserves. My way of saying thank you for not giving up on me. while i continue…
on a day when everything could have been so different I am blessed to say I stand strong and determined to make my dreams come true. My 21st birthday is on a sunday. that means something to me. That means on the day the rest of the world is our getting drunk celebrating being so called legal I want to spend it dedicating my life to lord apoligizing for my sins and moving on from my past. This is a day That the lord deserves. My way of saying thank you for not giving up on me. while i continue to try and keep living life in general in the proper manor I still have some very big things to work through but mostly myself. When i was a child my father told me the biggest obsticle i would ever face would be myself and he was right. Everything bad that hs ever happened to me i played some role in which to me says im not living right and i am not paying attention. I am a child of god and going on three weeks saved never felt better. I worship and awesome god! and appreciate him so much. Without him im nothing so i cant wait to see what i can do with himthis daytag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-23:1383940:BlogPost:8041112010-11-23T03:25:40.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
Today i lost my car but the lord spared my life. My family has been amazingly supportive and has even supprised me. I am so blessed on this day and two weeks after becoming a christian I am so glad to say I am
Today i lost my car but the lord spared my life. My family has been amazingly supportive and has even supprised me. I am so blessed on this day and two weeks after becoming a christian I am so glad to say I amTests...tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-22:1383940:BlogPost:8038362010-11-22T16:19:30.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
<p>A friend told me that once u accept christ into your life you face tests. i dont feel like today was a test of my faith but a test of myself and my skills as an individual. after driving my first car for close to 45000 in 3 years I had the be all end all accident today and it was totaled out by an F-150. Im ok but my heart is crushed. I feel like ive lost everything well the key 2 everything. Im unable to drive to work or school although the furthest thing from my brain is driving. Im not…</p>
<p>A friend told me that once u accept christ into your life you face tests. i dont feel like today was a test of my faith but a test of myself and my skills as an individual. after driving my first car for close to 45000 in 3 years I had the be all end all accident today and it was totaled out by an F-150. Im ok but my heart is crushed. I feel like ive lost everything well the key 2 everything. Im unable to drive to work or school although the furthest thing from my brain is driving. Im not interested in that at all. But while this may have been a test my faith is still just as strong as ever i want to go to sleep and wake up and walk out and see my car not the hood peice on my dresser. I want to cry but i realise that wont fix anything. Im trying to figure out ways to work through this or fix it but i dont see it happening. Im just so sad and so disappointed in myself. Im scared of how mad my dad will be when he gets home but theres nothing i can do about that and deserve what i get. I just dont know anymore but I refuse to give up. I cant be a quiter, Its like i have no reason to be alive if i dont keep going. As long as your here as your in this space you cant stop you cant give up.</p>keeping friendstag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-17:1383940:BlogPost:8006502010-11-17T01:31:38.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
<p>dose anyone else have trouble staying friends with people who dont live the christian life? I have friend that are living the worldly life and im really getting tired of it... what should I do?</p>
<p>dose anyone else have trouble staying friends with people who dont live the christian life? I have friend that are living the worldly life and im really getting tired of it... what should I do?</p>week onetag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-16:1383940:BlogPost:7997612010-11-16T06:09:39.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
i feel like in this week ive never felt so good but its been so hard turning away old ways of thinking and acting I hope to do twice as good next week and keep getting better after that.
i feel like in this week ive never felt so good but its been so hard turning away old ways of thinking and acting I hope to do twice as good next week and keep getting better after that.updates...tag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-11:1383940:BlogPost:7969022010-11-11T05:19:18.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
<font size="3">so it has been a few days now and i still feel awesome! its like i joke differently and even things others talk about around me im not imbarressed or scared to say i dont agree or its not ok. My friends know about the change im making and this choice to not live with out the lord as the main part of my life. They have been very supportive and i feel even more blessed for it. I feel calm yet excited I also met a new cousin today and she was so ... awesome she was kind sweet…</font>
<font size="3">so it has been a few days now and i still feel awesome! its like i joke differently and even things others talk about around me im not imbarressed or scared to say i dont agree or its not ok. My friends know about the change im making and this choice to not live with out the lord as the main part of my life. They have been very supportive and i feel even more blessed for it. I feel calm yet excited I also met a new cousin today and she was so ... awesome she was kind sweet interesting and really someone I see getting very close to over time. She is also a god feering woman an lives her life to his ways to the best of her ability. I feel so blessed I just hope to keep it up and hope for strength to fight off these... un christian like thoughts that still run through my brain. But im looking forward to working on me and to spending the rest of my life with christ my lord and savior.</font>First daytag:www.allaboutgod.net,2010-11-09:1383940:BlogPost:7955772010-11-09T07:07:41.000ZAshley Nicolehttp://www.allaboutgod.net/profile/AshleyNicole
so to who ever reads this you should know that im the worst speller in the world but that im working on it and i also realised today that i cant live without the lord being apart of everything i do anymore. So i feel and believe i because a christian today : ) and i love it. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted. Im very scared to mess up but im trying and either way i cant do this alone and im so glad to say loud and proud I love the lord and i know he loves me!
so to who ever reads this you should know that im the worst speller in the world but that im working on it and i also realised today that i cant live without the lord being apart of everything i do anymore. So i feel and believe i because a christian today : ) and i love it. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted. Im very scared to mess up but im trying and either way i cant do this alone and im so glad to say loud and proud I love the lord and i know he loves me!